MYS 69 Days of Consolidation
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Maybe because of the above-average beauty of Ustazah Khansa Maulida Sholeha, this morning I attended the morning study at the Great Mosque. With eyes still sleepy and half-closed, I walked behind Khansa who had 45 spirits.
My ears feel very hot when I wear them. Because I am very confident in the model and the way I wear the old-school hood now. Even so, Khansa still gave me a big smile instead of saying everything would be fine.
I'm sure people who see me for the first time will comment in their hearts about the veil covering my head. Even though I'm not the type of person who is anti-criticism, seeing people's gazes that seem to look at me strangely is what makes me insecure.
"Khansa, are you sure the other pious kids aren't talking about me wearing this upside-down hood?" I hissed after five times without a definite answer from Khansa.
