MYS 225
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After yesterday's conversation reached a dead end, coupled with Jono's departure to Surabaya, in the end, I remained a bad girl. I can't put my heart in a stable state.
Even at school, I couldn't think calmly. During my last therapy, I was in the swimming pool behind Jono's house. The nurse had left for a few minutes while I was still stranded by the pool with complicated thoughts.
"So you have to cut ties? Is that what Jon asked for?" asked Anna last night when I told her about the anxiety that Jono was experiencing.
"Right. You know that I could do that. It's just that I'm afraid of getting hit by karma and in the future, I'll break up with my boyfriend." I replied sadly.
