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The easiest thing for me to say to Stefie is for her to be patient and keep praying for me. Meanwhile, I have no way of comforting myself which gradually feels shakier and shakier as more and more people sympathize with me.
My tears couldn't even come out even though I kept seeing Stefie crying alone. My tears don't seem to want to come out to show how weak I am. Or am I the one who doesn't want to show myself weak and in need of mercy?
"Well, I'm going home first. I hope your surgery goes well." Stefie whispered to her feet and left.