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Chapter 78 - " My Feelings"

Alfred studied Jack's face making sure he was okay then got up.

"Don't get cold or that would be another problem " Alfred pulled the covers over Jack's body. He was still naked under the wet towel.

Jack nodded. Alfred asked where his clothes were and Jack directed him. He grabbed a random a t-shirt and pants and walked over.

"Can you manage?" he asked placing the clothes next to him.

"I can, am not drunk anymore " Jack scowled

"Mmm, I will be leaving then. Have a good night " Alfred walked out.

His phone was ringing now, it was his driver. He must have arrived. He glanced back up then moved to the door.

"Alfred, Alfred " Jack called.

"Yeah " Alfred stopped at the door.

"Can you come back upstairs for a minute?" Jack said.

Alfred frowned and walked back up to Jack's room. He had not moved .and was still wrapped under the covers.

"Yes," Alfred was standing next to the bed.

"I have a question and hope you can answer it truthfully "

Alfred nodded.

"Why did you say that you wanted to kiss me since the day we met?" he asked.

Alfred sat down next to him, his eyes watched Jack's nervous face.

"It's simple Jack, I was attracted to you since the day I saw you that day. And I knew you would not like me back so I tried to hold back "

Alfred chuckled, "And it was a long time since I felt like that so I decided to go out with you once to see if my feelings were sincere but you avoided me the whole night ".

" Is that why you kept staring at me?" Jack asked.

He nodded then said, "And before I could sort my feeling you..."

"I kissed you " Jack cut him off.

"Yeah, you kissed me " Alfred repeated.

His phone rang again, "That's my driver, I have answered your a question I will be off then "

He got up to leave but Jack held his arm, "one more question, did you sort out your feelings after that kiss?" he asked.

"I did " he answered.

"And?" Jack tugged on his arm.

"And I think I do like you," Alfred said looking down at Jack.

He pulled away from Jack's hold and walked to the door.

Jack frowned, "Am confused too, am wondering why I had weird thoughts just after spending a few hours with you " he shouted.

Alfred stopped, "Don't reck your brain cause we both know it's was the alcohol doing all that to you "

"Alfred, I don't know what to think anymore, it's been a few days & those thoughts would have left my head but tell me why they keep getting worse and worse that all I end up doing is thinking about you all the time " Jack was shouting at the top of his voice.

Alfred turned back to him but didn't move.

"I have never had such strange feelings for a man before or kissed on for that. And what made it worse I loved every bit of it instead of feeling repulsed. I can't say I have always been like this since I have always been enticed by the opposite sex. So tell me why am so tempted by you this much it makes me second guess my sexuality "

Jack was crying now he wanted to look at Alfred in the eyes but his tears got in the way. He wanted to say more but could not.

He looked down feeling stupid and embarrassed by this image of himself. But then felt Alfred's warm hand embrace him. He had rushed over in a heartbeat.

"Don't yell, your head will hurt more " Alfred's deep voice whispered in his ear.

He held him as his hand rubbed the back of his head.

Jack hid his face in Alfred's neck, "I feel so dumb " he sobbed.

Alfred chuckled, "Don't be, cause facing your feelings is brave enough" he said.

Jack pulled away sniffing, Alfred's other hand moved to his face wiping his tears.

"What do my feelings mean? " Jack asked.

"What do you think they mean?"Alfred asked back.

Jack laughed through his tears, " It's rude to answer back with a question " Alfred chuckled.

"What do you want me to say, it's you who's having those feelings. So what do you think they mean " Alfred asked.

"Can you kiss me again ?" Jack asked.

Alfred blinked processing what he had heard Jack say.

"You sorted out your feelings after we kissed, so let's kiss so I can do the same " Jack said with tears still in his eyes.

His phone rang interrupting them Alfred picked it up," Sorry to have made you Come all the way but I won't be using the car tonight " he hang up.