{Day 10}
*After cooling my head, I began thinking about this world and what is at play.
*The only way I can explain these events would be an entity or entities using me and most likely others as some kind of toy or pawns.
*My reasoning for this idea is the word "Human #13" that proves there are more people in my shoes.
*The other fact is everything I read in"Second Lucky Chance" has changed either slightly or completely, both in my second life, and probably this time too.
*The only that has not changed is the land itself, which is odd, but I haven't gone anywhere else besides this forest to see. So, it is not set in stone.
*The other thing is gaining skills, it's almost the same except the way I have gained them is different.The skills in the novel were earned by doing something a certain amount of times to the point of becoming proficient.
*That is until I went to sleep for the first time since coming back.
*I found a cave that I used in my second life which was further south of the only river in this forest.
*It was small only able to house two bears at most, but in my case I had nothing useful in my storage to conceal myself from the monsters. The rest of the details are not important.
*What was important is what happened in my sleep, to begin it was during the night something peculiar happened while I was in a deep sleep.What felt like a lucid dream, but on steroids somehow made me visualize each time I used my storage skill.Then when I had woken up it was unlocked.Even crazier it was max Level, and still had all the stuff I put in it before I died."
{Day 15}
*I've been using this journal that I had acquired and had in my storage before I died to be able to piece together this game at play.
*One thing that's changed is when I went west of the river I found another cave with a bucket full of gold which I obviously put in my storage, since it's free right? Still, that gold wasn't there in the first round it was originally the remains of a sage who had good stuff.
*It's almost like it was just randomly placed there, most likely part of a god/s idea.
{Day 20}
*Sigh... Every night I have been fighting these demonic beasts it makes close to no sense on why they would be in a forest. Even more ridiculous is the fact twenty miles north of the river is a barren land, it honestly looked dustier than towns in the dust bowl, and the ground was so dry it seemed one step would make it crumble away.
*Although I've been in this forest already it still never ceases to amaze.
*Though being in this forest I have gotten quite a good amount of exp my level has gone up to 40, but I don't even see it progress like a game and some of the skills I unlock don't have an explanation on what it does.*
{Day 40}
*YES OH MY GOD YES! I have no idea how it came about, but when I went to bed, I had the same lucid dream state, and I was floating in the air while I felt my chest open up to the point air became crystal clear.
*Furthermore I witnessed a golden light that shined so beautifully, and everywhere I turned it was golden. Slowly a white light poured out in the middle of where I was looking only about the size of a baseball, but it was bright no doubt.When I woke up Mana:∞ and Blessings of The War Gods Lv were unlocked.
{Day 60}
*I have unlocked a new skill which replaced mind map called Atlas's Blessing remembering back when I could see the status of anyone. I am the only one to have a God's blessing skill which makes me think I'm indeed a pawn or lucky, but not likely since that would make me more lucky than a main character.
{Day 65}
*I've been content for a while, but I can't help being reminded that this won't last forever. If I was brought to this world by a god/goddess will I really be safe?"
*OF COURSE NOT WHO THE HELL COULD BELIEVE THERE IS EVEN A CHANCE! How I could receive a normal or happy ending. The only thing I can do is be strong enough to make gods bow under my feet. It's an insane dream, though in this world, there's already enough crazy shit.
*The only choice I'm being given which is either being exploited as a pawn or destroying the game itself."
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