My feet carried me through the thick bushes. I didn't know where I was going, but I was having more fun with every step. I knew that something strange was happening to me. I understood that I was a different person. I mean, I couldn't just appear in this world out of nowhere. I probably had a job I loved, maybe a family, maybe even children. But I apologise for suddenly being a different person. I was really sorry. And maybe that's why all those people were crying. They were crying for me. Maybe I was someone very important to them. I should have asked for their forgiveness. But I couldn't, because I couldn't stay with them. I was afraid of myself. You think it doesn't scare me that I opened my eyes and there was a total emptiness in my head. It scares me too much. So much so that I'm ready to lose my mind at any moment, but I don't. Because I need to keep going in order to understand anything at all.