Chapter 48
RAE KELLER
I was so scared, nervous. My body tingled with unattended want. Goosebumps rose along my skin. My nipples were hard, strong and aching pebbles inside my sweater.
My lips ached, my legs ached. Everything about me ached.
I wanted to run, I wanted to scream. Kiss him, slap him, nip at him. I was overwhelmed, everything about me was screaming RED ALERT! RED ALERT!!
I was overwhelmed but I was not going to back down, it was too late for that. I wanted to see. I wanted to taste.
I would not back down from this though. I really did not want to back down no matter what my mind told me, no matter how many excuses my heart gave me that this was a stupid idea. I had decided to block my ears to everything. Just this once.
Just for tonight.
I would allow Arlan take away my worries and sorrows, just for tonight. I could allow him be the escape from my world of tears and pain. Just for tonight, just tonight.
