Chapter 45
RAE KELLER
I did not know what I was thinking, not at that moment.
I only knew that, a while ago I was seething mad and almost at the verge of screeching at Arlan. But now, I was so shocked at myself. What was it about Arlan that got me so crazy and hot and on the edge at the same time??
Gods!
I had been annoyed and screaming and poking at his ribs, hoping I broke something other than my own fuckjng fingers when he suddenly said the words.
He was not with me, I had been spitting words into the air.
The words hurt me more than I was able to comprehend. I was so hurt, I had been so worried, I had been so fucking sad all week and he was here. I had thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I thought I would really die if I did not touch him, hold him, kiss him, feel him against me. But I was still hurt and at this point I did not know what to feel anymore.
