Chapter 30
RAE KELLER
I tried not to fidget too much about the decision I had made.
I had said yes. Yes that we should go on a dinner date. Well he did not say it was a date but still.
I did not know what I was thinking when I agreed, somehow I had started to realize that it seemed that Arlan had feelings for me but I was in denial. I was always in denial and why would I not be? I better than anyone knew how the last relationship or attraction with the same face went so people would definitely forgive me if they found out that I was not so happy or even remotely ready to jump Into another relationship with that same face.
It looked like a very bad, very stupid idea.
I was not even ready for a friendship with that same face, honestly. What I really wanted to do when I saw that face was scream and run away. But, when I finally got out of my head long enough to realize that this was Arlan, the only thing in my head would be to go to him.
