Chapter 26
RAE KELLER
I stopped in front of the building, tears forming in my eyes. I had been asking myself questions for a while now but I still seemed to have no answer
What type of a mother was I? How could I do that to my daughter and still be alive, still think I deserve to be happy?
Gods.
The tears leaked finally and I turned away from my companion both in shame and horror at what I had allowed myself to be convinced to do. It had seemed like the perfect idea at the moment but now I have a very sinking, very real feeling that I had just made a terrible mistake.
When Arlan had given me his word of advice, I had been horrified at first thinking it was such a stupid idea and who the fuck would ever want to do that?