It would be a lie if I say that sometimes, I did not wish to be reincarnated in another world. One that is different from the one I lived in. But in the end, that kind of wish never came back to me and I finally accepted the fate of not having a fulfilling life no matter where my life takes me. I wished before that life should've gone easy towards me instead of having that awful kind of life I've had before.
I tried to break down the walls of the despair in my life before but none of the ones I've tried ever worked so I gave up. Having good-for-nothing parents really is a pain in the ass, especially if they never really cared for how you'll feel. That's how I lived for the past twenty years of my life. It almost feels like they were forced to take responsibility for me because apparently, I was an accident child and they never planned to have one in the first place.
[What a joke, aren't they?]
[Huh? I can still think?]
The confusion made it clear. Did I make it out alive in the end? Did someone cut the rope and let me suffer once again? Once I got my consciousness back and I have the power to move again, I'll let them know that they should've just left me hanging in there.
I slowly opened my eyes and a blinding light greets me. The words I first heard that time is something that is unusual for me. It almost sounds like gibberish or something a made-up cult must've used for their rituals or something.
"Zset ui tebupli, Aria! Pru ie dewai!"
Huh? It's hard to know what they are saying. Almost as if they are saying something about me but I cannot comprehend their exact words.
"Yu, terip dehite miuni dewai, Joe! Tebupli ie pru!"
Now, instead of a man's voice which is the one that sounds like earlier, I am now hearing a woman's voice.
As soon as I adjusted my sight from the blinding light, what greets me are the faces of one man in his mid-20s and a woman who is around the same age as the man beside her but a bit younger than him. They both are holding onto each other with beaming faces.
It is indeed weird because not only the ones they speak are complete gibberish to me but also it looks like I am not inside a hospital. It is almost I am inside a cottage or something like that. In addition to that, I am surrounded by different races of people I assume. They don't look like Japanese to me or Asian at least. They looked more like American, they looked like someone that I keep seeing on a Hollywood film or something. I know I am not that crazy but the words they speak just now are completely different from the English I knew so that added more confusion to me.
The man who was just holding the woman in his arms earlier is now approaching me like a clown or something and it felt like I am some random kid who was about to be picked up by a creepy clown. That's how I am feeling right now. He lifted me as easily as a paper which shocked me quite a bit. Is this man some bodybuilder or what? I know I am not that heavy-looking before but lifting me like a paper would be is pretty shocking to know.
"Pru ie dewai!"
He said as he lifted me and put his face near me.
Eww, I would rather be kissed by the woman with him than be kissed by a guy. I tried to back away and avoid his kisses. As I tried to avoid his kisses, I was faced with a shocking thing about me. My arms were shrunk and it's gotten soft too. My hands are so small as if it looks like it was a baby's hands.
After giving it some time to think, I screamed out loud as my voice can produce and all I hear is a baby's cry. Yes, the thing that shocked me after thinking about what happened is me being a baby once again. As if I was reincarnated as an infant once again.