I give up, I give up on love
I've loved for too long
I've been nice
Too kind.
Should I not care anymore?
Is that what you want me to be?
Should I be bland?
Tell me, tell me what to do because apparently I don't know how to love.
I did everything what the book said to do. "Freak, weirdo, fatso, ugly."
Is that what people really say? Can't they say more?
They need me, I'm their paper to use.
I've gone too far, now I can't say "no".
Should I? Should I not?
Give up, give up on love.
- yan