My cat was missing for two days, and he finally came back yesterday at night. Nothing was wrong with him, and I couldn't help but cry with happiness. It was the first time I cried with happiness in a long time. It's 1AM right now, and I'm writing this because I have nothing to do right now. I wish I did. My best friend is talking to me less again, but I hope it's for a good reason. She's in the same situation as me, but she has a stable home and even a boyfriend who lives with her and her mother. She put in a lot of job applications in different places, and she got an interview at a sex toy shop. I hope all goes well in the end for her. I also watched Inside Out 2 yesterday. Inside Out is a beautiful movie. Inside Out 2 is kind of boring with the travel stuff, but it's also a wonderful movie in my opinion. It's very heartwarming.
It makes me wonder if I could've had a life like that if I wad a better person and didn't have a deadbeat father. But one can only dream of what they can't have. Especially if it's all in the past. I forgot to say this since I haven't typed in forever, but I have four pets now. Two dogs, a bird, and the cat I mentioned earlier. One of the dog's names is Tequila. She's my late grandfather's dog. The other we found very recently. She's a pit bull puppy my mom named Sugar. The bird is a Cockatiel named Milo, and he's still afraid of us after four or so years. I want to give him to someone that has experience with birds so he can be happier. My cat's name is Kibo, and I love him very much. We don't have the money to get him neutered, so he spends most of his time outside.
I might be apathetic. I'm not entirely in tune with my feelings anymore. Later.