I'm shy, and there's nothing that can change that, and I am also paranoid, so I think people are always judging, or watching my every move, which is a bad combination. It's causing me a lot of problems, so when I make friends that I can trust, it makes me sad that they don't usually talk to me. I also envy a lot of things in other people, and that too, is making me depressed. I express my emotions into poems, so I might copy and paste some of them here.
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P.S... Don't try to make your dreams a reality if you're like me