I have it off pretty easy. In fact, I'd say I have it off better than 99% of the human population. Whether me saying that be my narcissistic side, or me saying that is the influence of my parent's wealth. It's bluntly just an honest fact.
Now as a brat of rich parents. You'd expect them to shelter their only son from all the shit the world had to offer. And well, they did for the most part. But that doesn't excuse all the extra stuff they had me do because of their own paranoia. Martial Arts, Bootcamp. You name it, my parents have probably made me do it.
That's why me posing as a loser for my high school life. Wasn't something I would have even dreamed to be doing if you asked me during my Junior High days.
To be completely honest, I'll admit the reason for me doing it is real pathetic. Thinking back about it now makes me sigh. Not out of being embarrassed. But out of me just being disappointed in myself.
As you could probably tell. I have a good amount of narcissism in me, and it was fairly noticeable back in my Junior High days. It got worse year by year until my classmates conclusively snapped. Completely shunning me until I moved to another school. Fuck, remembering their punitive insults makes me shiver.