I was stopped in streetlights, and it's near at the bridge when I met the guy who listened to my dramas, and. make me feel better. I unhurriedly sat at the viewpoint of the bridge, and put my hands over my knees.
It's 7 pm and there's a lot of conveying, I was looked at my right side when the guy I saw last time was sitting. I feel like I want to see him again because the day I see him is here when I was full of ache, I think I need someone who will listen to me again. how his words make me feel better I think I need it now.
'It's optimistic when someone will be here, paying attention to listen to your misery that eating yourself, someone will choose to stay beside you, without saying anything just giving you the right to say those words you've been suffering for a long time.'
I did not know, but I feel I'm vast of mad I have with my fad, how he treats me, treat my mother in front of that Kyla, I know it's bad for having an early relationship, but when he makes me feel that I'm too wrong with that, and it can cause a lot of damage at me because he was the first who left me, who make me feel unhappy.
I felt I need more air of what happens earlier, Mom said that dad wants to speak to me, but why with his girl? I don't care about that girl. what was that? He wants to be fair, how it could be? If he's the one who is not fair.
I look up at the sky, the brightness of the moon makes me calm, even the moon was covered by clouds, but the glow of it makes the place covered by lights. No one's reaped my attention, it's just the moon that makes me feel cherished I was thinking about nothing.
"What are you doing here?"
I was raised my head when I heard a voice, I can't see his face, because of the shadow of the trees, His voice I can't recognize, Then abruptly the guy who was here last week came to my mind.
"My god, sis, what are you doing here, It's late.." And that makes me feel unfortunate when I realize who was that. it was Joshua.
I looked down, why I disappointed when I knew he's not the man that I am with last time.
"it's late sis, You must go home, you're a girl and you were alone at night, what will you do, if someone grabs you? and do bad things to you?" Joshua cranky said, "It's past at the midnight, then you were sitting here alone.." He adds, that makes me look at my phone, It's too late, and starting at the moon took an hour, and there's nothing man who will listen to me.
"I'm going home," I said as I stood up.
"Why are you here, My God, I thought you were a ghost, did you fight with Demin?" He asked, I looked at him
"Don't say to him that you saw me here" I said, that he needs to command it.
"did you fight with him?
" no"
"then why are you deserted here?"
"We did have to fight"
"seriously? why? what's happen?"
"We don't have a problem"
"then why are you here late at night?"
"Because I have other problems, and ut's private" I can't control my emotion.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I thought you fight him" He apologized.
"just don't say to him, that makes us argue," I said, as I started to walk.
"Fine...I'm sorry again" He said and walk beside me.
"Don't worry, I'm fine" I smiled at him "where did you go? and you here?"
"I have something to deliver," He said I just nod at him, He fetches me to my house, and I just thank him, when I was in the living room I saw mon, sitting on the couch.
"I'm sorry mom," I said, then she walks at me and hugs me.
"You don't need to be sorry, Alona," She said.
"I did some inconsistent to dad, mom" I mumbled like a child "I was mad at him, that's why" I augmented.
"it's ok, your dad will understand you" mommy cheering me up.
"I just...don't want to hear something like he's pointing that you're being a bad mother to me, he's the one who left us and betrayed at you," I said, she been stunned, and her eyes winded a bit.
"It's fine, Alona, go to your room and sleep ok?" She said and kiss my forehead, I smiled at her and walk through my room and sleep, I'm too drained of all the things that happened.
I woke up at 10 am, I took a shower and wear my clothes, I walk downstairs, mommy was in her work and I decide to watch tv when I heard some noise in the kitchen. I thought it was mom, and she didn't leave me here alone but it's not, it was Kyla.
"What are you doing here?" I asked smugly.
Why she is still here, after what happened yesterday she still stays here, god! how sturdy her face was...
"I'm sorry, we sleep here" She answered!
They sleep here? how they can?
I didn't answer her and ignore her as I walk through the mugs set to have my coffee.
"did you eat?" she asked.
"what do you? I just wake up, is there someone eating while sleeping?" I sarcastically said
"Ahh ha-hahaha, Why don't you eat? Your mom and dad were leaving for their works" She uncomfortable while conversing
What? they leave me, with this girl?
"Why did you not come with dad? why did you let him leave you here?" I looked at her, her eyes winded as she rummaging for her answer.
"To take care of you," She said make me giggled as plastic.
"I'm not a child to have guardian like you, and I have my Yaya, so I don't need you, and you can now leave" I smiled at him, making her more swallowed
"I will wait for your dad," She said, I just sneered and left her alone in the kitchen, and proceed to watch tv. A minute pass
"Here, eat your breakfast" Then Kyla came out of the kitchen. I glanced at her and look at back with the tv, she sat down at the edge of the couch.
"I'm sorry about what happen last night, I didn't know that it can cause more trouble, if I know that it will happen then I did not ask," She said, I ignore her "Here eat your breakfast, I cook that because your daddy said it was your favorite food," She said and push the tray near at me.
"No thanks, I didn't like bacon anymore" I answered and push the tray to her again.
"What about, eggs, and hotdogs I will cook it for you" She implied
"I'm not hungry, Eat it if you want, By the way, I'm going to my room, I need to study, excuse me" I stood up and walk, but she holds my hand, I glared at her that makes her took off her hands at me.
"I'm sorry I just want to be nice to you, I want us to be okay, I know that your mad at me because I'm pregnant with your father, I want us to be okay just for my child," She said.
"I can be nice to your child because ut's either my brother or sister, but with you? I can't" I said and left her alone in the living room.