He wasn't sure if everyone in the world could do it, or if it was just him.
But since fate chose me, perhaps this is the only gift I have as an ordinary person.
Just like the words Chris Owen said in anger.
"It's the responsibility of history."
Even if he was never understood by his era.
As much as Carrie Thomas admired and appreciated Harrison Clark, he admired and appreciated her as well.
He never told anyone about his weaknesses.
Even if he tried to forget, deep in his heart, Harrison would occasionally have an unbearable sadness he wanted to share with someone.
He wanted to find someone to rely on for his loneliness.
Carrie Thomas was the best choice for that support.
He was afraid that in the quiet of the night, just by looking at her one more time, he could no longer restrain his emotions.
Harrison Clark ran away.
He returned to the center of the celebration crowd.