since that amazing night when he arrived back in her life,may things changed.
here she lay on a lazy Sunday waiting for her beloved husband to bring her a tray of nutritious food,you see on that very night she conceived again now 6 months had passed and not a day had passed he wasn't true to his pledge of change.
but the statement rung in her head like alarm bells...."the risks outweigh the benefits "
how naive of them and bold of dr Langford to treat simon with this experimental method.
so far it had worked but she worried about the future, would he relapse and if so how badly.
simon allowed her to watch the recordings which some shook her to the core.
he came in smiling and put the tray down,she was so in her thoughts he startled her as his arms circled around her pulling her close to him.he looked at his beautiful wife with so much affection and lust.
"amy you look so damn beautiful when you're pregnant ,I can't get enough of you"
subconsciously she felt repulsed and petrified.
she just smiled in a strange way which he noticed "did I do something wrong honey? "
she turned away saying "you wouldn't remember si it's not your fault "
he felt deep down in his selfish attempt to forget,it left amy to remember an alternate version of his self he couldn't connect with .
he backed up "amy look if you're not comfortable tell me ok? and maybe I should watch the tapes for knowing why you act like this"
she shook her head"dr Langford said u have to disassociate with the past as this is new so the repercussions could be adverse....I dont know simon "
he looked at her shakey form and muttered "to hell what dr Langford said he isn't seeing what its doing to you....I'm gonna see what I did I'm strong enough babe"
amy quietly ate mumbling thanks but as he walked out she felt a sudden dread...he didnt know the secrets the tapes contained,things locked deep which in his adulthood he chose to forget.
you see simon zahir was a trafficked child and the journey was long and treacherous.
she was unaware and that's why his behavior was so irrational and erratic.
it was a mountain to deal with but she wouldn't leave him