Chapter 2 - losing a life and gaining a world

I wonder what love feels like...i never met any girl to make my heart speed up or to make me feel some emotions and i don't know if i like men.
The biggest problem is that everyone compares me with a girl.
Am i more beautiful than a girl?
My body is not soft and curvy, my skin is always white no matter how much i stay on a beach. The only remote close to a girl is my long hair.
Because i am a little restless in my cabin on the ship i decided i should go and have some fun in the club. We are docked at a famous space station with a view to the center of the galaxy and they had one of the biggest and luxurious club.
When i enter i am stopped by a big bodyguard asking for my identification and to pay a minimal amount of money for entry fee. When I scan my implant and he sees my name he just changed his attitude, after all i am one of the richest men of earth and i was known as a tech boy genius meaning i have the latest technology at my hands.
They are right, i have the best tech but the most important inventions are created by me for my use ONLY
After i enter the club i go to the bar and order a sweet drink because I rarely drink alcohol and sway on the beat of the music. After two hours of dancing all by myself and avoiding men that tried to hook up with me. Its not about me being a guy and necessary to date girls, i think i can swing in the other side and if a nice guy takes my attention, i could try and see what could be but now a nice girl capture my attention.
She is beautiful and i am not the only man that saw her but she is looking at me and I realised she is coming closer to the bar and next to me. When she smiles to me i am intoxicated, she has a divine smile that made me speechless .
"Hey ,will you like to dance with me?"
Her questions brought me back to present and i made a silly reply.
"Yeah..."
The night is better now, after dancing and drinking about 5 alcoholic drinks we are both walking with a Champaign in hand to my cabin on my ship.
I am nervous because its the first time for me and I need the courage from the bottle.
" Jun ,dear what a beauty .....ohhh the view...."
" Yes ..the view." i am starring at her ass like a pervert teen in heat..... god i think i just salivate
" Let me open the bottle and celebrate."
"What are we celebrating? "(for a second i am afraid she knows i am virgin)
"Our meeting silly, let me open that....i am a expert you know..."
"Ohh ok "
She gave me a smile and she opened the bottle like it was no big deal and poured two cups.
"This is yours ...lets drink for ..sweet life and a beautiful night..."
"For sweet life...."
And i drink the whole cup and i try to make the atmosphere more romantic starting the music while she fills another cup of champagne. i need to start slowly so she will not think i am desperate, slowly.....
"So Sarah... will you dance with me again?"
" Let drink again ,this champagne is great ,i like it...."
"And what else you like...."
"You....silly"
Because i an nervous i drink another glass of champagne without realising when the feeling of weakness and dizzy started.
" What is it, Jun....?"
" I ...don't feel right...."
" Its ok , come here next to me ,that's the poison you ingested, everything will be over in a few minutes."
(poison?)...
"Why?....."
In that moment i start to cough and i saw blood on my hands.
"I was paid Jun. To tell the truth you are lucky i was the one hired to kill you ,i am more merciful...."Ohhhh you don't know? Well i will tell you....your mother hired me to seduce you and kill you..."
" Mother?"
" Yes ,your mother.....i don't know why your mother wants you dead but don't hate me. i hope your soul will be at peace... I really liked you, Jun but i am bound by a contract to terminate you."
I fall on the floor and i am feeling how my life is seeping out my body...
In a moment of madness i start to laugh...
"My mother.....tell her....she ...has nothing...ev....everything.....is with ....me....alll .....lost....gone. Rot her in hell....
Everything is becoming black and my last thought was.... i wish i could start all over again, to live again and to love . ....i want to live free ...
I died in my cabin and i didn't get to love someone with all my heart and soul.
On the ship named Voyager, no one knew Jun gave his last breath, no one saw how the soul flew from the body and dive in the center of the galaxy and for a second, a powerful surge made a bright vortex that absorbed the soul and closed like nothing happened .
ON TIAN DIMENSION
In a remote forest where no one goes there because of a legend about a ghost. A young boy is awaken by the sun and the noise made by a waterfall somewhere close by. His vision is for a second blurred but the cold ground and the image of gigantic trees made him try pinch his cheek. Woow the pain was real and the head ache too.
The young boy is Jun that without knowing he traveled between the dimensions and got another chance at life.