"Do everything he says don't let him angry"
I was repeating this in my mind like a sacred mantra... He adjusts himself in the middle of my legs and rubs his hard length on my core doing small and sensual circles.
"Don't vomit, don't cry, hold tight, oh God, please don't let him hurt me this time" I changed my mantra into prayers. He brings one of his hands to my lips caressing me with his thumb looking into my eyes he rubs his nose in my cheeks and whisper
-"I've missed you I love you, I love you so much Olivia open your mouth to me" I obey, he put two fingers in.
-"Suck it and let it wet very wet I wanna make love to you right now"
-"B-but... but your girlfriend?!"
-"She will wait her turn, now I want you" his voice has changed to a more hoarse menacing tone.
"DON'T CONTRADICT HIM DAMNET, OLIVIA" my mind yells at me to do what he said. I suck his fingers he slowly puts in and out of my mouth groaning with pleasure.
His cock is so hard that was hurting me, I gasp, he is now focusing on my neck while I keep sucking drooling his fingers, he kisses and licks it muffled moans leaving his mouth.
-"Oh babe your so good" his hands leave my mouth and he makes space between us so he could thrust his fingers a low cry escapes my mouth and he sinks in deeper moving in slow circles while his thumb caresses my clit.
"Play along don't push him, hold tight" I saw myself walking in the dark spot inside my mind sitting there just watching what he was doing like a huge TV. He let go of me to search for something in his pants.
-"I have a gift for you" he shows me a small paper square
-"I wanna try something new with you open your mouth"
I wasn't that stupid I know what that was "What now, dope me??" I hesitate he narrowed his eyes -"Open your mouth and this time do not hesitate"
-"Please I have to pick the kids at school soon I won't be able to drive if I'm intoxicated"
-"Don't worry about the kids I set up with my bodyguards to pick them and hire a nanny for today"
-"B-but where they will be, where are my daughters?"
He sees the desperation in me and he loves it, it arouses him he pulls his fingers in again squeezing my clit hard I cry out his other hands grab my hair and he tilts my head back in bed, but I close my mouth shut he pushes deeper his fingers hurting me, I whimper.
-"Are you sure you wanna go through the rough patch?" he said smirking
-"No, I'm sorry" I reply with a low cry
-"Good girl, say ah!" I obey and he releases my hair and withdraws his fingers.
-"Now relax I will be nice with you today I'm in a good mood you should start feeling in a few minutes" the grin on his face turns demoniacal once more. He stands grabs his phone and puts a symphony to play.
-"It's Berlioz Nuit du Sabbath." he says while taking off his shirt and pants his black boxer shows how hard he is, the pleasure in my fear and desperation feed him.
-"Look how hard I am for you, Babe! how are you feeling?!" I didn't know my mind was numb but sure I will lie.
-"I'm good"
-"Before you lay and spread your legs wide for me I wanna feel your mouth, and no bites!" he ordered I obey, he guides my hands through his hard cock.
-"Take my boxer of"
"Oh no, God please, help me" Inside my mind I was crying desperately screaming my wish was to kill him right now with my bare hands.
"Breathe Olivia" I obey myself and try to calm my breathing I put on my poker face and do what he said.
-"Take it off slowly I wanna take my time with you" as I did when his cock break free it slaps in his belly and he growls.
-"You didn't even touch me but I can feel your mouth already"
He tugs his hand on my hair and guides me to his cock it was hard as a rock, the sour taste in my mouth from that square was all over his dick now, somehow he wasn't forcing me this time and that terrifies me to hell though I keep sucking and licking I don't wanna get hurt.
In my mind I was remembering my beautiful dreams of being free I have had lately it looked so close yet so far...
-"You're not enjoying it, you look like a plastic doll however very soon I will get you wet and moaning for me" his voice was smooth I pushed deeper in my throat and see him rolling his eyes in pleasure.
-"Enough" - I didn't hear I knew that if he comes now I will have a break.
-"Olivia Babe enough I don't wanna come now" I didn't stop so he pulls my hair harshly making me stop. Suddenly I started to feel hot a shiver run through my body and I felt chills, I started to shiver and moan.
He looked into my eyes and smirk. -"There you are so beautiful to me" He caresses my nipples and I moan my breath is labored and I feel my body hypersensitive.
-"Now you're getting ready for me" he gently settles me in bed again.
-"Wh.. w... What happening to me" I try to talk but it went out as a loud moan.
-"Hush Babe, relax let it go," he said while talking off my pants and panties his touch was setting fire through my skin "am I feeling... horny?"
I shook my head as if doing that those sensations will leave me my conscious mind... it was getting distant I couldn't think straight anymore.
-"Do not resist give in" He comes beside me gently taking off my shirt.
He comes on top of me supporting his weight in elbows he stares at my lips and licks his I do the same with mine in reflex my body gives in while my mind shutdown.
-"You're the most beautiful woman in the world you're the first Black Girl I fall in love with and the only one I love when our eyes first meet at your graduation I was taken I will never let you go Olivia you're mine"
His voice was husky, his breath hot on my face, his lips ghosting my lips, he was brushing his cock on my now wet and swollen center, I moaned again my breathing irregular my mind malfunctioning
A powerful wave of desire hit me badly I couldn't control myself my breath quickens and I start to squirm in bed moaning gripping tightly the sheets, I lift my waist and his tip enters me making me explode with pleasure.
-"Yess Olivia, It was a long time ago you really feel pleasure with me I had given you a break I found a different way to play, you were always dry and scared that I had to find another woman, now you will give it to me because you want to"
His husky voice reverberating inside my soul making me ache for his touch "No!" I heard in my mind or I scream, for real? I couldn't see the difference between reality and fantasy my body was definitely out of control my mind was tired, tired of everything... I give in.
"There's no escape from this now"
I close my eyes and stop fighting this demonic urge to being fucked thoroughly "Maybe he will be nice this time" in my sanity state will never say something like that, he was there just watching me squirm and moan in bed with a devilish smile.
He doesn't move my core is dripping around his tip I release one hand of the sheets and redirect straight to the middle of my tights.
-"Ouuuu" my moaning went out like a fucking howl I was wet damn I was dripping wet but deeper inside I know it wasn't him he had drugged me into this... I started to massage my swollen dump core, but before I could do more he holds my wrist.
-"No" he takes my hands out and puts his.
-"Oh Gosh Olivia, I remember the last time you were like that for me because you wanted me" he massage doing small circles I was out of control burning, I lift my hips taking him in a bit more he moans and thrust all in thoroughly.
-"Say it to me Olivia I want to hear now" His voice is hard but it sounded also a plea.
-"I... I" I wasn't capable of it, the desire hot and cold flooding my body in huge waves make me speechless, he sinks in harder.
-"P... lea... se" I mumbled he was transforming me into a moaning mess I couldn't breathe I couldn't think I only could feel.
"He definitely found a new way to torture me but at least he is not whipping, punching, burning, or torturing physically me" a fake sensation of relief made my mind enter oblivion...
-"I believe now you are smooth enough for me, don't move I will be right back, and don't touch yourself" his voice was low yet even in my high state I could recognize the menace behind those words.
I stay in bed squirming crossing my legs to find some friction to release my burning ache, he leaves the room and comes back a few minutes later with strings and a blindfold I widened my eyes.
-"Pl-Please don't hurt me" I whispered
-"I won't, I told you today I'm a good mood" he grins and starts to hook my feet but stops stare at me for a few minutes -"I wanna feel your caresses I miss it, don't you dare to hit me if you don't wanna broken arm" The pleasure slowly start changing I could feel it the fear building up.
-"Don't be scared I will not hurt you if you're a good girl to me I just wanna make love to you" He turns and release my feet.
-"See, I want to make love to you though I intensified your sensations, here use this" he hands me the blindfold and I obey I went into the darkness and I feel him going down on me.
The pleasure is almost unbearable I have to grab the sheets while he uses his skilled tongue leading me to another dimension, he knows my body that gives him an advantage over me when I'm almost reaching the climax he stops coming to the top of me and slowly slides his hardness inch by inch making me explode in a loud moan of dark pleasure.
-"I love when you come for me," he says while kissing my neck.
-"Hug me, touch me Babe" I obey. He starts to pick his peace.
-"Ohh, all those days without fuck you made you so tight Olivia, I. WILL. NEVER. LET. YOU. GO you're mine forever, kiss me" it was a statement I could feel it.
I was very horny and dump but listen him saying that was like a bucket of cold water in my sexual state I snapped out and have a lapse of consciousness instead of pleasure I felt disgusted, disgusted for having accepted it, disgusted of him on top of me and even more disgusted for having kissed him and cum to him...
Anguish starts pounding, his words echoing in my head always. "I will never let you go" the effect of the drug has amplified and now instead of feeling horny I'm getting scared, fear was winning over me.
I start to feel hot very hot he didn't stop thrusting harder on me moaning and groaning in my ears I was feeling prisoner in my own body my heart starts beating so hard it feels like it's going to explode my breathing is fast and heavy as if the air is being sucked from my lungs he traces kisses from my neck to my mouth and kisses me again, I'm sweating cold but if I stop he will get aggressive the kiss is repulsive and bitter I'm doing my best not to vomit.
"Hold on it's almost done, I can do it" I finally could listen to my thoughts again and tried to reassure myself... no success.
I want to push him away through just the image of him beating me again makes this idea immediately dissipate from my mind."No, the girls need me if he broke me now we can go away"
-"Why are you so quiet suddenly?" he asks slowing his pace removing the blindfold. I close my eyes I don't wanna look at him I just wanna him to finish, so I start to move my hips to incentive his movements and fake moan.
-"Look at me Oliva" I shook my head
-"I said look at me I will not ask again" slowly I open my eyes terror takes over me and I can't hide my terrified face, his eyes are all black and he has two horns on his forehead his skin is severely burned and I can feel the heat emanating from him burning my skin. He sees the fear in my eyes and he enjoys that.
-"No way you're going on a bad trip now Baby" His demoniacal smirk terrifying me.
My body starts to shake I try to shove him but he quickly wraps my hair tightly pulling back so he has free access to my neck his other hand goes around my waist slamming me against his hard cock by his face he is delighted with it, his skin is burning my skin I start to squirm.
I look around my room and see everything burning the smoke is choking me but he doesn't seem to give a damn he keeps thrusting inside me harder and harder moaning, groaning my name.
-"Oscar I-I... can't breathe" he released a bit of his grip on my hair and waist but didn't stop I see the fire approaching and beginning to burn the end bed, I look at him and see his skin all burned.
The smell of burnt flesh makes me start coughing and pleading to stop but a hard slap in my face along with a "shut up" is what I get.
I'm panicking I can't breathe, my room is on fire, the burning flesh smell is twisting my stomach and his eyes horrify me, there's no soul in there the Devil himself is fucking me.
When he finishes he just let go of me, dress, and leave the room without a word leaving me hallucinating in my inner hell I spot a corner that wasn't on fire and curled myself in a ball staying there until the drug effect settle, my mouth was dry I was panting and sweaty but I thought " At least here, the flames will not burn me".
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When I came to my senses it was dawn I was worried about the girls but I was completely wasted. I allow myself to feel sorrow and cry out about what had happened I hold on to my small possibility of freedom hard also I am glad that I just got one hit, he is used to doing so much worse.
Dragging myself into the bathroom at the bathtub I let myself have a very long bath, I scrub my skin until starts to burn, his disgusting scent was all over me... after a bath, take my pain pills and finally dress I was feeling slightly better I leave the room just to find him hanging with his new punching bag in the pool.
I want my kids back I hope she makes him feel good because I need him in a good mood to tell me where they are. I prepare breakfast and eat mine while waiting when finally they went home giggling and looking happy I put on my poker face and greet them.
-"Good morning Sir, can I have a word with you, please" Plastering my biggest fakest smile.
-"Oh, Olivia you finally come back from your day off, did you enjoy it?!" That smirk almost made me puke.
-"Yes Sir, I did have a great time"
-"What happened with your face?" Roxanne asks me looking concerned.
-"It's nothing ma'am I'm very clumsy, thanks for your concern" I reply trying to make sounds like nothing when she opens her mouth to say something Oscar cut her.
-"Baby don't pry in the employee personal life go upstairs prepare the tub I will be there in a minute," he says and kisses her passionately before let her go she is a hoe because she gives in like if I wasn't there but that's fine.
-"What do you want?" his tone was cold and sharp.
-"Please can I go pick the girls whatever they are?" I tried to sound calm but he knows me too well.
-"They will be back tomorrow night there no need to worry and you need to rest you're not in conditions yet after last night, you need to rest" his nonchalant tone gives me chills.
-"Can I at least videocall the nanny and check up on them? He didn't answer but at least pick his phone and call the nanny.
-"My wife wanna full report and facetime to the kids call her in 10min his voice is hard and sharp towards the nanny.
-"Go to your room and wait she will call you, take the rest of the day off" and with that he passes through me and leaves the room.
I was feeling better after knowing the kids were fine and having some kind of fun, the little one misses me so damn much she doesn't understand yet why mummy can't play with her and that shattered my heart into a million pieces.
"It's a necessary evil right now I can't have the girls home while still intoxicated and their father is playing dating his lover though will he let me rest a whole night tonight?"
I come back to my room and work until the sun starts to fade, my room has a very privileged view and I just stand there lost in my thoughts.
"Will I ever be free of him? will my girls and I ever have a normal family life someday?"
"YES WE WILL, at any cost I will release us from this shit life... Even if is the last thing I do"
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✨ Shiiiiiiiiit, what happened with Olivia was terrible... No much to talk about but rest assured that he changed her forever, situations like that are real, unfortunately... Please if you experiencing something like this ask for help :(
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