Some words spoken can lead to regret, some actions taken can lead to regret.
After the indulgence of their passionate encounter had concluded, Hua Miaomiao was filled with regret, regretting how she had lost her rationality and had treated Jin Lin like a beast.
She sat on another sofa, looking at Jin Lin who had her eyes closed but wasn't actually sound asleep. Her gaze landed on the kiss marks on Jin Lin's neck before stopping on her sweat-dampened face, and she couldn't help but want to kill herself.
She had always said she didn't love her. She had tried every which way to make her leave.
But now, she had forcefully taken what wasn't willingly given, feeling ashamed of herself, yet also full of guilt.
She knew that as long as she was with Jin Lin, it seemed like everything wouldn't warrant further questioning, but she wasn't a good man. She didn't love Jin Lin, for there was another woman in her heart.
And that was the reason she was unwilling to accept Jin Lin.