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Chapter 5 - chapter-5: The Suicide Attempt

Senorita came out of the bathtub, she wore the white gown and moved towards the caged room. Her legs were moving on their own, those legs who once were dying to run away from that room. she went inside the room and called the butler.

"Bernard... Bernard! come and close the door." everyone was shocked to see, the girl who used to scream and rebel against them, for caging her inside the room is now asking them to close the door from her own mouth.

But they didn't know that the previous incident from the past made her realize the truth that, she can never run away from William's clutches. Even if she dies, still she will be his captive.

"that's the other thing that My soul and heart will be free, only this useless body will be left. Which is the root cause of everything." then suddenly something strikes her brain.

"Wait a minute, William is doing these because he like my face, my body. If I die then I will be free". Then suddenly the words of Danny came into her mind. and she shakes her head to remove such thoughts.

Senorita was traumatized from the incidents that happened with her in past. When she lay down on her bed, the painful memories haunt her like a nightmare, her screaming voice and William's hurtful words don't leave her alone.

"Did I do something sinful in my past life, If not then why I am suffering like this god..."

"Why are you cursing god Butterfly?" Suddenly by hearing William's voice Senorita flinched in shock and was horrified, the previous incidents started moving in her brain like a moving film. Her hands were trembling and she was about to go blank.

Then suddenly William grabbed her hands, his eyebrows have frowned and he was grinding the mint candies. William always chews mint tablets to quit the habit of smoking as Senorita once said she hates the smell of cigarettes.

"You dare ignore me, and keep this damn silence of yours that I hate the most. I asked you to keep quiet in front of others, Why are you acting like a dumb person."

Senorita hissed in pain, she knew she will have to bear more pain in the future so she was trying to get used to this pain.

"You- okay, looking how stubborn you are" William comes close to her and whispers in her ears, "I think I didn't give you much pleasure last night shall we continue?"

Senorita's eyes were wide open, she was shocked to the point that she can't hear anything. She was thinking of those painful nights and those endless wounds that her mind, heart, and body was suffering.

"Butterfly..." he kissed her neck. Usually, Senorita says NO or asks him to stop, but today she was quiet. William thought something was fishy, or if she was trying to insult him. Well, that hurt his ego and he pinned her to the bed, then he started licking her ass and inserted his fingers, Still, there was no response from Senorita's side.

Her mind was blank, she was neither feeling anything nor hear, she was just thinking about those nightmares.

"Oh! still silent... let's see how much you can endure."

William's blood was boiling. He wanted Senorita to be his and only his, he wanted her to look at him only, smile at him, the feeling of possessiveness blinded him completely. He lost his ability to right and wrong in front of her.

He slowly kneaded her breast and kisses her vigorously, moving towards her shoulder and biting her, leaving many hickeys and scars on her neck.

"Still no response?" his anger was reaching its peak, he slapped her butt and puts his cock in her ass, and starts moving with force. She was slowly regaining her sense and flinched a bit. Tears were falling from her eyes she was biting her lips to suppress the pain, soon her lips started bleeding. She pushed William, picked her gown, and ran towards the washroom.

The sound of water falling, with a whole room filled with silence. the memories were flashing back like a moving reel and her tears were falling non-stop.

"Ah...." she screamed with her heart contain. and her lifeless eyes were tired of these useless, her hands were moving on their own towards the broken glass kept on the window on their own.

the thoughts were clashing, the painful words of William and the coaxing words of Danny, she was confused. Her brain was saying not to stop at that at the same time her heart was pleading her to stop.

"What? why did you run away? It's not like it's the first time you are doing 'that' with me, then why are you being shy."

"...."

"What are you doing inside come out. Don't test my limits, if you do not come within 2 minutes then ready to bear the consequences."

she was not responding to any of his questions. William was now boiling with anger, In his whole life, no one ignored his words, except Senorita.

"Hey don't tell me that you don't want to show your face as you liked it so much. Even after rebelling and refusing, your body seems to enjoy it very much. I like when your body is being honest and you being hard to get, actually it excites me even more..."

Hearing such insulting lines for the first time in her life, Senorita's eyes widened, her body was trembling with fear and anger.

"Hah... Look at you, your silence gave me the answer that I wanted. hahaha..."

she clenches the fist firmly.

"stop it..." with an angry and desperate voice she muttered.

"What I can't hear you? What you said, darling?"

"I said stop uttering nonsense," she yelled and was out of breath. Huffing with anger, her body's temperature was increasing gradually.

"You dare..."

And Senorita came under the shadow of anger and her hands successfully did the task that her brain ordered them to do from the start. the glass piece sliced her tender skin and cut those veins. Her head was spinning and her sight was blurred. The glass piece fell from her hand and crashed into pieces when hit the ground.

"Hey...what's this noise? are you alright?"

Senorita fainted in the washroom and the blood from her hand was continuously flowing. The whole floor of the washroom turned red.

she was not responding so William called the servants to open the door. They somehow managed to open the door with the help of William's strength.

"Butterfly...hey what the... why the floor is so red?" William was confused to see so much blood on the floor and didn't know where it was coming from.

"Omg! master look Lady Bardot's hands are bleeding..." Danny screamed and said while her eyes were full of tears.

"Butler makes the car ready if she dies you all will die with her too..." he yelled at the butler.

"Why on the earth you did... such an idiot."

he carried her in his arms and ran towards the main entrance the car was parked in front of the huge gate and the butler already opened the gates of the car.

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"Lady is fine, she just fainted." the doctor tried to secure that she is fine.

"Just fainted you said, dare you..." In anger and frustration, he grabbed the doctor's shirt collar and pulled it with force.

"Sir... please behave." Issac tried to stop him.

"Well here is the medication prescription, make sure you give a lot of nutrients rich food. Also, may I have some words with Mr.Anderson? In private, can I?"

Issac nodded and left the room.

"Speak I don't have so much time to waste on you."

"Well Is there something bothering miss Bardot? she seems to be suffering from trauma, also her body is in bad condition."

"What you are trying to say?" he frowned his brown eyebrows.

"What I mean is, There is something that is giving miss Bardot a hard time, which can lead to depression. The reason why she attempts to suicide today was that her brain was completely blanked and she was thinking about that same thing. Also, her body is in a very bad state, May I ask you, Mr. William why?" the doctor crossed his fingers and lock them with each other, while he put his elbows in the support with the table.

"How can I know this?" he raised his right eyebrow.

"Well you should, the Misery you did with her body Was really brutal."

"Who asked you to see her thoroughly."

"I didn't, this was informed to me by my medical interns. They are all females and that doesn't matter now, the thing matter is to stop what you are doing. Even though she is your wife, you need to see her health and then do sex, doing it regularly is harmful to her health. Moreover, first, take her permission before doing it. Doing against her will can also cause harm to her mental stability." the doctor sighed in pity.

"Listen, old man, I don't want to hear the right or wrong lesson from you. I can do whatever I want, you are no one to stop me."

William stormed out of the room, holding his coat with his hands. Somewhere his heart was saying that what the doctor said was correct and his heart was filled with guilt. But his obsession with Senorita was suppressing his feelings. His mixed thoughts were stabbing him from inside.

He went inside the room where Senorita was kept, by going a little closer he sat on the stool.

"What can I do... Am I that bad? I know I hurt you but that was because I love you. I don't want to let you go, don't want to see you with another man. you rejected me countless times. Because of me today you did this suicide attempt." he was crying. The cold and ruthless president who only cried when his mom left him and the one who makes others cry is now crying, for a woman.

"hmm... my head." Senorita finally woke up.

"Seno... butterfly are you up? did I disturbed you?"

"Oh! am I dead?" she looked around and saw William's brown eyes red and filled with water.

"Eh...No god why William is here too. How did you die? well, why are you crying? It's not I will forgive you for what you did to me."

William flicked on Senorita's head and said,

"What kind of rubbish you are thinking? dead ...dead...why death is always in your mouth? You idiot, you know what kind of foolish thing you did today"

He smiled, she saw that gentle smile with lots of care hidden in it, that smile which she saw ages ago.

She bends her head down and said, "Then why are you with me if I am a fool."

William pulls her and hugs her gently, "because I fell in love with a fool, Senorita can't you give me a chance?"

She flinched, "After what you did to me... how can I?"

"But you kept on rejecting me I don't have any choice left. I love you so dearly, it was my obsession with you that blinded me completely." William released her from his arms and hold her hands.

"What can I do? I don't know how to love someone in the first place as my mother left me when I was a child my father never loved me ever since I was young... It was my first time I fell in love with you, before that I never knew how to love someone. Is it that hard to love and to be loved?"

Senorita felt bad for him, she felt that she never took him and his words sincerely.

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