Meizhou's heart was beating beyond his control. It was almost unbearable but instead of fear, he feels relaxed instead. As if something inside him had slightly loosen up and that something extremely precious had returned to him. He had no explanation for it. It's just that the changes in Xuebao that day gave him a familiar feeling. As if something went out of his control, he couldn't endure seeing Xuebao be touched by someone else.
The Xuebao who stopped him and confessed to him out of nowhere and the Xuebao who suddenly beat up Laohu that day seems different in his eyes. They are supposed to be the same person but different in the same way. Only he knew that the Xuebao from before is not acting like the one before them. The eyes of that former Xuebao, who used to stalk him, stares at him with eyes full of desire and lust for his body and that is all. It only made him feel disgusting and rejected him to end things right.