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Chapter 5 - Chapter 4: Tangled With Kendra | M |

10:23 p.m.

E L I A S

I developed a crush on Kendra in high school before I meant the Elias. Her long box braids, plump lips covered in lip gloss, short lashes, and strong jawline made her looks even fall for her more. Not only her looks but personality she was this bright bubbly girl who will help others in need, donate to organizations, help the poor, and so much more.

Somebody like that will make me attracted to her and she was the one. Not only Kendra was a bubbly sweet woman she was also a bad bitch and all over the above, he found her special. I found her interesting too they don't have anything in common that much but we do love music.

It's our passion we can produce music, and write lyrics to any genre such as rap, rock, hip hop, country, pop, and so much more. It may take hours to think of lyrics but we eventually get there once we're together along with my other friends bell

Then once I saw Elias he was breathtaking as well long thick curtían bangs, round jawline, plump lips, long lashes, and gorgeous brown eyes. His personality made me fall for him too

He was the Student Body President at school and also did organizations like Kendra they were close best friends then too. I was so crazy in love with them I decided to choose Elias instead and now I'm hurting him behind his back.

I'm such a piece of shit

Out of nowhere, I started commenting on Kendra's chest was not my idea she rolled her eyes slightly nudging my shoulder. We've been friends since high school and now it's friends with benefits I guess or lovers I don't know.

We shared a kiss and in that moment we both found our heaven and souls bathed in such joy. "I guess I kinda feel guilty," I told her but she knew I didn't feel guilty, so she smirks trailing her palms down my abs

She watched them in awe she then grabs my jaw kissing down to it then looked up at me

"No need to feel guilt, this can be our little secret." She says as she detaches her plump lips back onto my strawberry-chapped ones.

I've been wanting to tell Dorris but Kendra had been holding me back because she knows it'll break him. I always say not telling him would hurt him too but we both chose not to tell him

"When wasn't it a secret." I shrugged as we pull away giggling at each other I do have guilt from kissing her but at the same time, I don't. I love Dorris but I also love Kendra.

However, she doesn't know me and Dorris are dating.

I don't kiss him when I'm around her which explains why she gives him dirty looks. It makes me angry but then again I never told either of them I'm dating them both.

"I love you Dimples," I whispered to her she giggled she has cute dimples on both of her cheeks.  I call her angel, my dove, my sweetheart, and lastly dimples since she has dimples. The nicknames I called Kendra are the same ones I call Dorris.

Our drunken minds made us so in love with each other and the next day we won't remember shit. Elias was probably texting me worrying about me he cares about me so much I don't realize it.

"I love you too big boy." She mutters against my lips they continue to kiss until they made out on the bed. Our warm bodies touched each other but deep down I was feeling guilty cheating on Elias but I continued to have an affair since July and now it's October.

I'm worried that he'll find out just thinking about it made my fingers tremble all I wanted was Kendra, only her we met at a party that me and Dorris attended he refused because he was anxious to be around a lot of people.

I tried my best to comfort him I worried he would have a panic attack however it worked perfectly because he calmed down eventually.

It was crowded with alphas, omegas, betas, and other statues it was only national Alpha Day, and Betas along with Omegas and other status paid their respects.

Kendra knocked me out of my deep thoughts pushing me down in the bed and kissing me down until she got down to my crotch and my mind went blank

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The next morning

"Fuck." I cursed as the memory stopped replaying in my head, this morning wasn't going so great. Me and Kendra fucked for who knows how long I looked to my side to see her sleeping peacefully

She truly looked like an angel from heaven her soft snores filled the room. I leaned down kissing her forehead then my phone buzzed I rolled my eyes groaning

Who the hell is texting me this fucking early in the morning I thought to myself it was only 8:03 am I fake my phone to see who texted me and it was my omega.

Fuck

I feel more guilty and angry with myself I don't keep his promises only to break them and hurt him more. I don't deserve to be honest

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My baby 🤍🤍

Hey, you haven't called me back last night I tried 7 times but you never picked up. I'm only checking on you I'm worried about you I hope you're coming home soon. I miss you ):

Sent at 8:03 am

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Groaning pulling a pillow over my head knowing I was in deep trouble I had to think of a plan quickly the plane was a lie. I hate lying to him but I can't have him to know I've been fucking around with Kendra

My inner wolf was disappointed as well "you're on your own." He tells me and cuts off the mind link with me ever since the cheating started he's been ignoring me

I understood why he was mad and now I'm alone to solve my problems

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Edited: 10/30/22 by my friend