***TRIGGER WARNING***
This chapter contains mature sexual content, rape and abuse. If that is something you cannot mentally deal with and is a trigger for you, I suggest you skip over this chapter.
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Amber POV
I woke up to darkness surrounding me. As many times as I tried to open my eyes, every time my sight remained pitch black. I could feel something tied over my eyes, as well as being gagged by a cloth. It felt like I was lying on a bed, as I knew I wasn't in a chair nor was I on the ground. I tried whipping my head around back and forth to get the one around my eyes loose, to no avail. I heard someone snicker from somewhere in the room that I was in. My heart nearly stopped beating before it sped up in fear. I tried to speak, but my words only came out muffled and inaudible.
The sound of slow heavy footsteps echoed in the room. I froze, trying to pin point the direction that the person was walking from. Tuning into my hearing, I could sense that the person was walking in front of me, each footstep bringing them closer to me until the person stopped directly in front of me.
In the next moment I felt the bed dip down with someone's weight and I felt this person's hot breath on my ear. I jumped as I felt a rough hand start tracing down my arm, back up my arm and making its way up to my throat. Wrapping their hand at around my throat briefly before walking its fingers down my throat towards my cleavage. Tears were streaming down my face, feeling helpless as this man violated me. I felt him brush his cheek against my face, the stubble on his face rough against my flesh, before he took my ear lobe in between his teeth gently and then taking it in his mouth and sucking.
I tried moving my head around to get him off of me, to end this torture. He took his rough hands and gripped my face harshly, before whispering in my ear, "Did you miss me darling?"
My heart stopped. I tried so hard to shake my head no and push against the man who had tormented me for the past ten years. My hands were pushing harshly against his chest but it was not doing anything.
Jeb took my hands and lowered them down from his chest roughly before grabbing my shirt and ripping it off of me, leaving my black lace bra revealed to him. I heard him groan in approval, "Looks like little Amber is all grown up." He says and I cry even harder. All of my begging and pleading is useless. I try to focus on being anywhere else, anywhere else than here but what I did earlier isn't happening. I am unable to teleport.
I feel Jeb's mouth on my neck, kissing and sucking wherever he can as he roughly fondles my breasts through my bra. I feel him taking his disgusting rough hand and pulling one side of my bra down so that my breast peeks out at him, he latches his mouth onto my nipple and sucks harshly. I feel so disgusting, on the verge of puking and trying to wrack my brain for a way, any way to get out of here. His other hand runs its way up my leg until he lands at the center between my legs.
"I'm going to make you feel so much better than that stupid Alpha ever could." Jeb says in a low voice filled with anger and jealousy.
At his words I felt a rush of shame, guilt, and finally anger rush through me. I started screaming at the top of my lungs regardless of the gag muffling my screams. Trying to fight him off with all of my strength, kicking my legs to try to get him off of me.
"Stop fighting me you little bitch!" He roared as he harshly grabbed my legs, pinning them down with his hands. Replacing his hands with his knees, he moved his hands to the buttons of my pants. Unbuttoning them and sliding the zipper down, he harshly starting pulling my pants down. I heard him groan as he saw my black lace underwear. As soon as he took his knees off of my legs in order to get my pants off, I took control of them again and kicked him as hard as I could. I felt the crack of bones as my foot connected with his nose. "You FUCKING BITCH!" he screamed. "I will make you fucking pay for that shit! You think you are so fucking smart don't you, you little whore!"
I had so many emotions swirling around inside of me, it was hard to keep control of my thoughts, but the slight satisfaction that I felt knowing that I had just broken Jeb's nose was very short lived as I felt him start tying my legs down. I needed to think quick because at this point I am laying down, a blindfold on, a gag in my mouth, in my underwear and bra with my hands tied and no my legs tied down spread eagle in front of the monster who helped torture me for the past ten years. He was a monster, but this was a whole new level. He had never touched me sexually the whole time I was growing up in that house.
I felt his nasty rough hands on both of my ankles, slowly making their way up my legs. "Now you have no way of keeping me away from that pretty little pussy of yours. I will take what I want from you, and there is nothing that you can do about it." He spoke triumphantly as though he had just won the jackpot in a million dollar lottery.
He started kissing up the inside of my legs, slowly making his way up to my panties. Taking a finger and tracing the outline of my panties, he spoke huskily, "Let me make you feel good Amber. I will have you screaming my name over and over by the end of this, as I make you cum more, longer and harder than you ever have before."
Dread and terror was what I felt more than anything. Why was this man who abused my physically and mentally for years trying to now violate me sexually. He always told me how disgusting I was and worthless. None of this is right and his words only create more nauseousness as the bile starts to make its way up my throat.
I felt him stop and move his way up so that he was hovering above me, and then his hands were on my blindfold. He ripped the blindfold off to reveal his sadistic smile as he looked down at me. "I wouldn't want you to not get to watch this next part." He whispered before he made his way down my body again settling between my bound legs.
I had my eyes closed shut; I didn't want to watch him. I just wanted to go somewhere else in my mind and pretend this all wasn't happening.
"LOOK AT ME!" he screamed. I snapped my head up and looked down at him, making eyes contact. "Your eyes are to stay on me the entire time. If you look away at any point in time I won't hurt you. I will hurt those you love and care about." He smiled, daring me to disobey him so that he could have the satisfaction. Looking down at my panties again, he took a deep inhale, moaning in satisfaction. "You smell so fucking sweet…I wonder if you taste as sweet as you smell."
He took his fingers and moved my panties to the side as he took his tongue and swiped along the center of my folds. He threw his head back, "hmmmm…. you taste so much fucking sweeter than you smell. I could do this all fucking day." He uttered before he started attacking my core again.
The tears wouldn't stop. I felt so fucking dirty and helpless. I was a disgusting person because as hard as I tried, as much as I hated Jeb and he disgusted me, my body was reacting to what he was doing. His tongue making its way around my clit in circles was making me wetter by the second, and I didn't want this. I didn't want him. I wanted him to stop but my body was betraying me.
"Ohhh Amber looks like someone is such a naughty naughty girl. Look how wet you are getting for me." He said as he grinned and shoved a finger into me, starting to pump slowly while he was still attacking me with his mouth.
All of a sudden the door slammed open. I didn't dare look away from him to see who it was because of his earlier threat but the voice that spoke had my blood run cold. "Jeb! What in the actual fuck do you think you are doing?" my mother screamed. "This was NOT part of the plan!" she screamed.
He stopped what he was doing hesitantly, walking towards her. "I will do what I want, when I want and there is not a damn thing that you can do to stop me." He gritted out.
She stepped towards him as if challenging him. "Oh looks as though Jeb has found his new favorite toy." She said sweetly as she rubbed his cheek. "Too bad for you Jeb, that she isn't going to be around much longer."
He grabbed her hand harshly and pinned it behind her back. "I will say who stays around and how long they stay around for." He commanded. "Lets not forget who made this plan and set this all in motion years ago." He said full of hatred.
A cackling laugh was heard as she threw her head back. She got out of his grip and walked towards me. "Well if it isn't my little hoe of a daughter." She said distastefully. "Looks like you just couldn't say away now could you? Did you enjoy Jeb feasting on you?"
I shook my head no vigorously. My eyes were pleading with her, trying to speak to her through my eyes. She came closer and closer to me until her lips were at my ear. She whispered, "Do you want to know a little secret slut?"
I sat there motionless with dread in my heart. How could my mother be this cruel, not caring about her daughter at all? "I'm. Not. Your. Mother." She spoke the words like they were the biggest victory ever.
I looked at her in confusion until she literally started morphing into someone else entirely right in front of my eyes. When she was done I looked on in disbelief. Standing in front of me was Gretchen, the bitchy ass maid from Damien's castle.
"Now all we have to do is kill you, your parents, and the rest of your shitty blood line, getting rid of all you royals. Once you are gone and Alpha Damien is mourning his loss of you he will need a shoulder to cry on. I will be that shoulder." She started to explain.
"That was never part of the plan!" Jeb screamed in anger. "Alpha Lionheart was never part of the plan, you and I were supposed to be together,"
She started laughing uncontrollably. "Do you really think that I would want to be with you? You were a means to an end, and the plan has changed, just as it has over the years. I was never meant to pretend to be this piece of shit's mother for ten years, but you just couldn't go through with killing her mother. You showed weakness, and I don't do weakness." She uttered with distaste.
"You vile piece of shit witch!" he screamed. He ran at her and she disappeared into thin air. He looked all around the room but she was gone, as if she was never there, Jeb paced back and forth in the room, contemplating what to do.
Talking to himself he seemed to make up his mind as he walked over to me. "Amber… I am going to take this gag off of you. If I untie you, you have to promise me you won't kill me. I will lead you to your mother, but after that I will run. I will never bother you again, please just let me live." He seemed so afraid as he started to undo my gag. I had never seen this an afraid…ever.