And seeing Naomi that she was so determined to go with her, he said no more. So the two of them walked until they came to Bethlehem; and it came to pass that when they entered Bethlehem, the whole city was moved because of them, and they said, Is not this Naomi? And she answered them: Do not call me Naomi, BUT CALL ME MARA; because the Almighty has made me very bitter. Ruth 1: 18-20
Nobody understands what happens inside in the physical change, it is something beyond the normal thing, penetrating the spirit of the person, beware of having perverse thought in your heart? She had heard it said so many times from the pulpit. However: Who could understand the change in a woman when she stops loving?
She woke up that morning with a fatherly slogan and told him without hesitation: My father wants us to sell Ashley. He wants to raise her. I am not a man to argue much, much less not to know how to listen but to avoid asking: Why? - I said to him -: take your things and the things of the baby and go both so we avoid other requests. She initially agreed because from one way to another she would fulfill her objective, to bring her father what he asked of her. Without consulting her husband, let alone understand: That such a request is illegal, distorted with a sinister background: What for?
I understood it years later when, while praying, she asked God: Because she was so temperamental, because she self-destructs herself and others; whom she at first said she loved and now she is unconsciously hurting her husband and in the long run her own daughter. God showed me by means of a supernatural vision: a scene where her older brother Whashey and her father Lardhey abused her, in a mat room, right at the back of the house that we used to be in and from which we had to flee over and over again. many times.
Then I left the room she rented in Urb. Santa Cristina, witnessing so many hours preaching, praying and teaching over the internet to 30 Spanish-speaking countries. God had done so many wonderful things in my life and in the lives of Internet users, that if I started to tell, I would change this writing inversely, because although both approaches highlight social events marked by spiritual actions, what I want to frame here is to describe the paranormal activity behind of faith. In other words, one thing: it is the spirit of God in man or woman and another is the spirit of error; as in this case it transcends into a horror story, which many I know, have lived but will never understand; as it is necessary to be guided by an expert on issues of liberation, satanic possession and in improbable idolatrous paternal rituals. There are male fathers who mark their children, when they abuse their bodies in sexual aspects, but there are also sons and daughters who overturn that pain, abuse; in a dependency, a sodomite pleasure. Although they or they manage to make friends with another of the opposite sex, sudden changes: Alert! But they do not manifest the power of the occult, which only manifests itself in the marriage stage. When nothing satisfies them bodily speaking, they need that pressure, sharp pain and parental contempt. They are pathological symptoms, which mark emotional torture and deny insanity because they do not control their bodies and minds but are controlled by subliminal, subconscious orders interpreted only between the rapist, formerly abused and who is now an executioner for his children. The significance is such that for years she continues to manipulate the family chores of the new home that her daughter has formed.
I went out and walked for long hours thinking about the unusualness of that request, practically every project to excel together as a family was truncated and why continue trying to change my life if the wounds already marked my being and she continued her life and her parents normal, brothers, sisters continued to influence her.
Tired of wandering what happened, I arrived at my mother's house like other times. As was my custom, she would come and sit me in front of the television for hours without saying a word. And mom denoted the problem and she was tender, she approached, she stroked my head and said: she will pass. Have peace But this time, it wasn't like that, I couldn't even sit down. Well, Mielsy, I was already there, I noticed the suitcases in a corner of the room, and my daughter Ashley, just three years old, saying: Dad, I'm not going to go with my grandfather anymore, they won't sell me. Mom: Can you go home? --if that-- by then, without them nothing would remain the same. Suddenly: Mielsy, abruptly interrupted the dialogue, pinched our only daughter and spoke to me, in another tone of voice ... that I did not know, and when I looked into her eyes there she was. What I never found out because it wasn't time. Now, in front of me, inside her, possessing her and directing her. Just that, she had instructed him: sell her daughter. This very thing was now out of control and irritated, her face embittered by hers, already common to me. It was not the same. His eyes were growing, and rep
ito: It was a man's voice inside his woman's body. I kept quiet, I quickly greeted Mom and said don't worry, nothing happens, I'll be back. I took Mielsy out, hugging her to the front door and talking to her not to take into account what was said about going with her daughter to her parents' house, but as Ashley had already warned me: it should provoke redress for the facts for family peace And that it was necessary just when those paranormal things go out of their normal activity and enter the enormous, I understand that the strength of a demoniac surpasses several people, so I applied kindness and fraternal phrases and I agreed that nothing of what was expressed She is convinced but that we all return home and that she no longer worries.
How to think that it is easy to go back when that door of hell and the spirit of error opens of its own accord; already dominates: the mind, body and health of a person ... we walked to the exterior of the annex of the Buenos Aires market in Nuevo Chimbote. She had to think fast and not alter for a second the spirit and soul within her. I tried to ask if she believes in God. Since as a pastor he had experience in group deliverance in the Pentecostal churches in which the glory of God was manifested in freedom over evil spiritual possessions. He roughly replied, as if bragging. -God, bah ... I insisted: You believe in Jesus. He said almost shouting: Because you ask me. Don't talk to me about him. I chose to detect some weakness as he quoted the people of God. I appealed to a prayer deep within my spirit and pleaded with God for wisdom. This had to end as fast as possible. I spoke in prayer to his spirit saying: You know that I am your husband and you know how much I love you. Her face changed quickly and she nodded, the traits of what we sow in a woman when we love her and know how to take care of and forgive her could be seen in her pupils. That for these cases it is prompt help and well-being. You love Me? Yes! I love you. I will detail that at the same time I had opened my arms in circles over her and without joining the tips of her fingers, I was praying saying: Jesus by your Holy Spirit that he does not try to get out or attack her. Your Lord. Oh God and almighty savior. You have the power to save and heal and we have believed in you. She loves you and today more than she never needs you. Forgive her and forgive us, let us rediscover your favor in your presence. Help us in this time of weakness. Immediately: I hugged her gently and caressed her tenderly, saying: I love you! We love you! We need you Ashley and I. Your husband, he is the man who loves you and that you love in spite of everything. Peace to your life. It was an intense prayer, but effective when I hugged her, I felt her body lose body strength, her presence within her accentuated in a moment began to give way to muscles, voice, gestures, temperamental states. That is why the Word of God says that love: covers a multitude of sins.
But what had happened at that time, the mistakes of the generational past, of incest of iniquity, manifested themselves to leave. And that thing left without knowing that it was just that Mielsy was the same again. Already, she knew that the hatred planted in her had presence, power and control; but that he could also be overcome by love, in Christ Jesus. Of course, a change of attitude was required.
Missionary training has its fruits, bending the knees in the early morning, reading the Bible devotionally, in prayer raising songs, in fasts and its fruits, in long seasons of vigils. All of the above gives the ability to open the doors of heaven when the influences of the flesh, sexual perversion and mental lapses open the doors of hell, of the angelic tombs of evil. There will be someone who alludes these facts to the wrath of God as Ruth did, when defeated by this she ended her family clan, those things took her husband Elimelech and one by one her two children: Quelión and Malión, also her daughter-in-law Orfa. Only Ruth could help him to recover; for Ruth sowed in her, devotionally, in her daughter-in-law. And her daughter-in-law, like wood torn from the fire, restores her trust in the past, of faith, in Bethlehem. Ruth, with her fraternal personality: initiates a sacrifice towards the promised land for her but not for Naomi, self-styled and self-possessed: Mara –meaning: Bitter-. Naomi testifies to this, quoting: Ruth 1:21. "I left full, but Jehovah has returned me empty-handed. Why will you call me Naomi, since Jehovah has testified against me, and the Almighty has afflicted me?
I will never forget our daughter's smile upon seeing us arrive together, as we always had. However, for me a way of the cross had begun, not so much because I had to carry that cross, described above, but because loving means understanding the other person; but in this case the notion is broadened to uncover facts that would explain the dark past in the family; both from my wife and my own family. Indescribable things and unspeakable. Perhaps alarming to the natural intellect, but necessary to grow in gifts and ministries. He succeeded Samson in his family environment. He, he underwent great changes that led him to: love, conquer and die trying: Quoting: Judges 14: 3-4. "And his father and his mother said to him: Is there not a woman among the daughters of your brothers, nor in all our people, that you go and take a wife from the uncircumcised Philistines? And Samson replied to his father: Take me this to wife, because I like her. But his father and mother did not know that this came from Jehovah, because he was looking for an opportunity against the Philistines; for at that time the Philistines ruled over Israel. Against whom Jehovah would use me. Years later? Five, ten, fifteen, twenty, and many years later he would know.