The next day I woke up early and left with taehyung because the farm is so far from here it took 5 hours to reach his house. I hesitated at first I was still scared to get out of the car and face my biggest fear being there is overwhelming but taehyung held my hand as he opened the door for me and helped me out of the car then he asked" if you didn't want to get in it's okay."
"No I want to."
We got in it's still the same we got to his room it's still how I remember it very faintly.
Taehyung said with a smile on his face" I thought I'd never see you but here we are back here after all these years."
"Over the years I had nightmares about this but as soon as I think of I calm down."
Then after talking for a bit more we went back to the car and decided to see the farm but when we reached there it was replaced with houses it's not there anymore I was kind of relieved that I didn't have to see it and I'm glad that it's gone. We ate lunch on our way back to the city. We got back to the house finding the boys there already they asked us why we were back together so we told them we met on the door.
The days passed and I was spending the most time with taehyung. yoongi didn't like since I know he's not comfortable with the fact that I slept with him. And he didn't confront me yet but I feel it every time he finds out I was with taehyung.
So one day yoongi called me to his room
I got in and sat down and said" hey babe I missed you how was your day."
"It was good but I wanted to talk to you about something."
"Sure what is it?"
"I sort of have the feeling that lately we drifted apart and didn't spend much time together I barely see ever see you anymore."
"You know how the work is and I've been so caught up lately I'm so sorry that I made you feel this way."
"work isn't an excuse you obviously have time to hang out with taehyung and I didn't want to mention it but I saw you that day when you woke up early so I went to check it out but found out you were leaving with taehyung and spent the whole day out and when you came back together you said you just met in the door I want you to be honest with me I waited for you to tell me why do you have to lie to me to see him."
"It's just complicated and I don't want to explain nothing is going on between me and taehyung we just hangout sometimes that's it I didn't want to make a big deal out of it I just forgot to tell you and you didn't ask."
"I just want us to be honest with each other and I want to trust you but you keep making me question your actions."
"I'm being honest with you I just forgot to mention it but it's nothing I promise."
"You know I trust and I don't want any misunderstanding and problems between us."
"Me too I would never do anything to hurt you."
Then he grabbed me closer to him and hugged me.