So it's been a week in Hawaii and it's time to go back to Korea we took a plane first thing in the morning .each one of us got super busy with work we didn't get a chance to meet for days.
Just taehyung and jungkook home all day I really envy them. Now it's the weekend we spended the day at home nothing special just hanging together as usual then the next day I met up with some girlfriends I haven't met in a long time but I found out I have nothing in common with them they're all married or are in serious relationship all they talk about is their husbands and boyfriends so I didn't really share mush In the conversation until one of them asked me " what about you A-yeong you still haven't told us how your life going on."
I replied "nothing mush just work nothing special."
"No I meant like in your love life is there someone special we haven't heard from you since you've broke up with lucas."
"Ah no I'm just trying to focus on my work and myself lately I don't have time for a boyfriend."
"You still can focus on work and yourself and have a healthy love life why are you complicated if you like someone why don't you just let your guards down."
I just smiled and changed to topic I showed them my new designer bag they went nuts.
So I got back home after this pain in the ass hangout I swear I would never meet up with them again
Jungkook asked "how was it? Were they awful as usual?"
I complained "they are the Korean replica of mean girls, I hate them blah blah my boyfriend this, my boyfriend that ugh they are so annoying."
So tonight I went to sleep early and I can't stop thinking about their words I don't know why I'm punishing myself it doesn't make sense to anyone.
I want to have what they have too I'm just afraid from the unknown I slept drowning on my thoughts.
The next morning I casually talked with yoongi while eating breakfast I don't know why I can't get him out of my mind already.
I thought about it all day then I decided to stop overthinking and just do what my heart is telling me.
Immediately I called yoongi and told him to meet me at the restaurant we went to last time I wanted to confess where it's all started
It's already 7pm I changed in the office to something else I wore a silk mini dress and high heels and put on some make up and I'm ready I went to the restaurant he's already there we sat he glared" I was surprised when you told me to meet you here."
"I just wanted to have a nice dinner out this time it's on me."
We talked about our day and ate dinner.
Then I said let's spend the night here again I really liked the room that day and we can't drive we both drank wine."
Yoongi agreed" yeah it's cool by me."
We got to the sweet I put off my shoes and laid in bed and yoongi laid next to me then I turned to face him he turned too and we looked at each other.
I began" you know why I wanted to see you today."
"No I don't actually."
"Well I'm just kind of shy right now gives some seconds."
"Take your time."
" I I like you yoongi I know it's rude of me saying this after all this time but I started developing feelings but I didn't realize it just now I often think about you and I just found out how i actually feel lately."
Yoongi didn't say anything
"Say something you're making me nervous."