I followed Hera and Rika to their house. Hera and Rika lived in Redrich Main house with her parents. Hera sat down on the driver seat, and Rika sat down beside her.
I sat down behind the driver's seat. I didn't feel anything when I saw Hugo kiss an unknown girl because I used to get hurt in the past by another Hugo.
I was only upset because I transmigrated to a novel world that I recently finished reading.
I looked outside of the window. The scenery is beautiful, but it was not as pretty as my mood right now.
Original Lea and I had the same fate. Both of us did not get the love we wanted and lived in the world with endless loneliness.
In another world, I was an orphan, and in this world, I have parents like an ordinary child, but it is the same as an orphan except for the original Lea's mother, who favors her the most.
I didn't have anyone here except the original mother, who loved her the most. "Lea, you need to survive here." I heard someone's voice that seemed familiar with my own voice.
It was the original Lea's voice. "Please, find the happiness that both of you and I never find in our life." Before I could ask something, the sound suddenly disappeared.
I made sure that it was not someone else's voice- both Hera and Rika didn't speak at all, and I didn't know what they thought about at this time.
I didn't know how deep the original Leanna's relationship was with her in-laws, and there was no description of them in the novel.
In the novel, the story was from Nia's point of view- I didn't know what happened to the original Leanna. There was no memory of her with her in-laws at all.
It seemed like Hugo's family did not exist in her memory, and I didn't know what happened to her. Was Lea only thinking about getting the male lead's heart so that she didn't have any memories about his family?
Hugo would be the cause of why Leanna was not close to his family because he barely asked her to go to his family's house.
Hugo only used the original Lea to get close with Nia for a good reason because Nia is Leanna's cousin.
No one knew Nia was Leanna's step-sister even after Leanna was dead on the corner of the road alone. I didn't know what happened to Lea after she died. I didn't know what to think anymore at this time.
Death made me remember how painful Hugo's face was when he saw my body covered with fresh blood.
I believed It was only my imagination because how come my boss cried because of me?
My boss never falls in love with me, so it was impossible for him to have a pair of red eyes like a pitiful dog.
My boss was cold to me, and his eyes meant nothing. He would never say those harsh remarks to me if he loved me.
I shook my head helplessly and looked out of the car window. I am an omega woman, and I heard it is not easy for an omega to separate from her alpha when she is in heat.
What should I do if something like that happened? I didn't want to have physical contact with Hugo from this world at all.
I didn't know why every Hugo I knew always loved someone else. Why didn't they love me instead?
No, No, Lea, you have to stop thinking about these impossible matters because I didn't want to get near them anymore. Love is not significant to me anymore.
Love will only hurt me, so I need to stop thinking about a useless thing like this.
Leanna, you already experienced so much hardship in love, so you needed to wake up from a dream because love only existed in a dreamland that you couldn't reach how much you tried so hard.
I tried hard to close my heart, which was never enclosed before.
Hera and Rika didn't know what Leanna was thinking about at this time because when Leanna saw Hugo's derailment, Leanna didn't have much reaction like she already knew that it would happen.
Hera and Rika stole glances at each other, and they saw Leanna was not talking at all, and they couldn't detect what Lea felt at this time.
Leanna's face didn't show any emotion, and she looked like a cold woman, or rather, she was indifferent about this matter.
Hera and Rika didn't want to bother Lea at this time because whatever she felt, Leanna wouldn't be happy to face the derailment of her husband. Hera and Rika decided that they wouldn't ask Leanna about this for now.
Hera was afraid that Leanna would ask Hugo for a divorce, but Hera couldn't do anything about it because it was unfair for Leanna to keep her relationship with Hugo when Hugo never thought of her as his wife.
It didn't take a long time before they arrived at Redrich main house. Hera and Rika got out of the car, and they also saw Leanna got out of the car by herself. I looked at the mansion, and I was stunned for a moment.
The mansion is too big for four people, and I could even run around the house as much as I wanted until my legs were sore. I didn't have any memories of this mansion at all.
Did Hugo never bring the original Lea to this mansion before? It was not my first time to see such a big and luxurious house, because my boss also has many extravagant homes under his name.
But I only came to one of his mansions, so I didn't know how it felt when you lived in a big and luxurious house.
My boss also gave me such a big house, but it was not as big as the Redrich family main house.
I didn't want to come in, but when I turned my gaze at Hera and Rika, their eyes seemed to ask me to follow them in.
I could only force myself to come in with them, and my body trembled in fear. I've only met my boss's family a few times, and their eyes seemed to be dissatisfied with me.
They looked at me with a pair of cold eyes, and their eyes stared at me with disgust. They looked at me like I was looking at a disgusting pest that they wanted to exterminate from this world.
It would happen when you have a rich and wealthy boyfriend. I was not from a rich and wealthy family like my boss's family, so they showed me how much they hated me pairing up with their son.
But they chose to let it go later when they found out that I was only a shadow girlfriend that everyone mocked behind my back.
It was a sad thing for me. But my boss's parents couldn't force my boss to get married because my boss always made his blind date embarrassed.
My boss always used me as the bait to make all of his blind dates stay away from him.
My boss even didn't know what they did to me after he employed me as the bait to make them far away from him.
My boss's ex-blind dates always mocked and bullied me directly without fear because my boss never cared about me.
My boss never cared about me, so I never complained to him about all of his ex-blind dates.
I couldn't depend on him, so I needed to rely on myself.
I needed to protect myself without his help, and I bullied back everyone who dared to bother me, and they couldn't move me because they were scared to offend my boss.
Even though he didn't care about me as a girlfriend, I was still his right-hand man in the business.
I accompanied him when his business was still nothing until he was successful.
I never betrayed him, and I always worked hard, so it was also why he paid me a lot besides I became his contract girlfriend.
My boss was really a cold-hearted man, and he didn't feel anything about me as a woman except his beautiful cousin.
There was a reason why he never knew that his ex-blind dates bullied me. I ever asked my boss before what he would do if someone tormented me.
"Why do you ask me such an insignificant question like this? Do you want me to protect and rescue you from the bully?
Are you daydreaming? Why did I do that for you? You are not as beautiful as my cousin, so why would I waste my energy on someone like you?
Don't ever ask me something like this anymore because you need to remember who you are for me.
You are only my shadow girlfriend, and you won't ever become my real girlfriend, not in this life nor in the next life.
Can't you fight the bully yourself? I really don't like a spoiled shadow girlfriend like you.
Do you want me to revoke your status as my shadow girlfriend, but you have to lose everything that you have until now, and maybe you can only live on the street because you can't find another job in this city anymore after I revoke your status."
My boss looked at me with satisfaction when he saw my body tremble in fear.
At that time, maybe he thought I was scared to have no money in my pocket, but I was afraid that I couldn't meet him anymore after we broke up.
My boss didn't know that I was afraid that I couldn't meet him more than his money.
I also regretted why I didn't leave him back then and chose to be by his side until it was unbearable.
If love can only torment me, then I don't need it anymore.