I blushed and yelled at her, "What are you doing? Why do you undress in front of me?"
"I only change my clothes as you want," Lea looked at me with a confused expression.
"You are crazy," I yelled at her and walked away without looking back. My heart was beating fast after I gazed at such magnificent scenery, but my heart is still for Nia.
I only thought that it was normal to have a desire for our pair-bonds. I never like pair-bound or destiny like that.
Lea has high compatibility with me, and Nia doesn't have high compatibility. I already Marked Lea as my pair, so it is normal for me to have any desire for Lea.
It is not my real feelings, but it is my only instinct as her Alpha. This bound forces me to have this feeling and desire.
It is not my real feeling, and I am not fond of this bond between Alpha and Omega. This pair-bond only chains me like a prisoner.
Alpha said that he loves his omega, but as for me, it is a bulshit. No loves coming from a pair-bond between Alpha and Omega.
My feelings towards Nia are real because I don't use my instinct like an animal while I fell in love with Nia.
Nia thinks of Rico as a destined pair of her. I can't force Nia to fall in love with me, so I will see her from afar and be with her when she needs me the most.
I am not wrong because this marriage happened without my consent, and it is lucky for me. After all, it allows me to have a reason to see Nia.
When I waited for Lea to come down, I saw Nia's Instago [1], and Nia already updated her new picture with Rico.
Nia looked so happy in the picture, and Rico circled his arms around Nia's waist. It makes me jealous, and I clench my fist tightly.
I can not accept this fact, but I respect her happiness. Living in this world alone is not easy at all. My unrequited love will last forever.
When I am busy with my thoughts, Leanna walks down, and it makes me stunned for a moment before returns to calm. Lea doesn't use heavy makeup and uses the most simple dress in her walk-in wardrobe.
Her beauty boosts up when she uses light makeup. I hurriedly walk into my car and act like nothing happened at all. I don't want to be near Lea any longer because she used to behave intimately around me, and it is disgusting for me.
It is only Nia who can touch me freely. Lea doesn't have the same privilege as Nia. Even when we sit down in the car, Lea keeps silent and doesn't talk to me.
Lea suddenly changes her attitude, and it makes me unfamiliar with her. Lea is not as usual at all. She suddenly becomes different, and even her aura is different from before.
I never imagined that Lea could show me her powerful air. I never believe her rumor of being a Beast Omega.
(End of Hugo's POV)
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Even though I didn't look at the guy who sat down beside me, I could feel that he kept stealing a glance at me.
What is wrong with this guy? Why do I sense that he has some feelings for me? But it is impossible because this guy is no different from my boss at all.
(Why does this guy keep stealing a glance at me? Is something wrong with my make up? I don't think so at all because I use light makeup now.)
(Why is your face red like a tomato? Does he have a fever, but he still thinks about meeting his beloved girl? He is so dedicated to Nia.
No one ever does the same to me before. In my previous life, my love was unrequited, and after I transmigrated to this world, I got a husband who looks like my unrequited love and has the same name as the guy I used to love.
My husband also loves someone else. My life is unlucky. I have no luck with a guy after all.)
I don't want to think about love anymore because I know that I have an unlucky star with a guy. I don't need love anymore because it is enough for me.
I admitted that I used to be a fool who believed that someday I could get the guy I loved. But reality wakes me up again and again that it won't ever happen in my life.
I am already tired of chasing him from behind. I am already tired of waiting for him to come to love me. I am already tired of hoping for him to look back at me.
My heart is tired & my body is also tired. For now, I want to spend all my life without thinking about love at all. I am not me from the past anymore.
I will prove to everyone that I can live alone, even without a man beside me. If a man can only hurt me again and again, then I don't need a man at all.
I was busy with my thoughts, so I didn't realize that Hugo kept looking at me with a strange expression on his face.
Not long after that, we arrived at our destination. Hugo parked his car, and we walked together to the restaurant.
There are so many couples at this restaurant. It is Nia's favorite place to have dinner with Rico.
We came into a private room, and I saw no one in the room, so I thought Nia was on the way to this restaurant.
Hugo sat down beside me, but he put so much space between us. I sat down near the window, and I didn't care about this at all.
I turned my face on the window instead of talking with Hugo. After all, Hugo hates me, so we don't need to talk to each other, right?
Hugo never comes late when he meets Nia, and he chooses to arrive earlier. Hugo doesn't like Nia to wait for him longer.
Hugo ordered the food without asking me what kind of food I want to eat? Hugo never cares about the original Lea, so it is normal for him not to know about the real Lea's favorite food. Who cares about this?
Hugo looked at the girl beside him, and his doubt grew a lot because Lea didn't talk to him at all like they were only strangers.
"Why do you keep silent, Lea?"
Hugo asked Lea with a cold tone, but his face was full of curiosity towards Lea.
I turned my gaze at Hugo and rolled my eyes.
"Is it wrong of me if I don't talk with you? You said that you don't like it when I spoke too much. But now, when I keep silent, then you asked me why?
Mr. Redrich, you are so funny," I said with a joking tone, but no smile escaped from my mouth.
Hugo was stunned when Lea called him Mr. Redrich. Lea never called him with a stiff name like that before.
Lea also never called him with his name at all. Lea always calls him out with honey or darling, but now, she calls him with Mr. Redrich instead.
"What is wrong with you?" Hugo asked Lea with a cold tone and expressionless face.
"What is wrong with me? It is not me who is wrong here. It is you who is strange here, Mr. Redrich.
You are the one who said that I am annoying and now I will do the thing you like, but you are angry with me instead.
What do you want? I am following you here not to fight with you," I said with a calm tone.
Hugo didn't realize his mistake at all, and his heart didn't want to admit that he used to say such a thing to Lea.
"Don't lie to me. I never said that you are annoying at all," Hugo's heart was uncomfortable when he heard Lea said that he told her it was annoying.
"I never lie to you," I was angry when he said that I was lying to him. I picked up my phone and played the recorder at that time.
The real Lea has a unique hobby. Lea likes to record Hugo's words when they talk to each other. Even though Hugo never said anything good about her, the real Lea was happy to hear his voice.
Even though his words only tormented her more, the real Lea never stopped loving a scumbag like Hugo at all.
It makes me angry because the real Lea is as stupid as I am. Maybe it is the reason why I got transmigrated to this world. My heart is full of pain that I can't tell how hurt it is.
It is the real Lea's feelings that surge within my heart. It is not my feelings, but I can still feel the pain deep down in my heart. I don't want to feel these feelings anymore.
[1] Instago is a place to upload videos or pictures.