Joaquín looked at a particular photo, one where he appeared next to his parents, his empty gaze wandered in the direction of the face of who a few years ago his mother, that lovely woman, who looked his seven-month pregnancy with total Pride next to his thickness and he, his heart twisted into a rollover and remorse.
Fool.
This is how Joaquín felt when he saw that photo, as a complete imbecile, he remembered perfectly how happy and excited he was in an beginning when his mother announced his second pregnancy, he was only nine years old when he was told and shit who was told I said he did not feel happy, but while his little sisters were gestrated in his mother Amelia, something bad happened, due to the weak body he possessed his mother was very possible to die when he gave not only a baby at light, but Two, that I terrified, I did not want to lose his mother and certainly his father did not want to lose the love of his life, but nevertheless the decision was already taken, his mother would continue his pregnancy, even if that meant death for her.
And he, he could still remember the words he said, not, that he vociferous before him and he still hates for that.
"- You can not make us this mother! - He had spoken him with pain
- Son, you're still very small to understand it so, please go to your room - He had said it with sweetness and hardness at once, along with a sad smile
- No, I'm not going to go knowing that those things will kill you! - scream
- Joaquín Reynald d'Angelo! - I scream Him's mother looking at him angry and hurt-that "things" are your sisters!
- They will never be my sisters! - He certainly did not think about what he said-I have noticed that I will lose you because of them! - With that last, said Joaquín fled from him, listening to him as his mother called him shouting "
Joaquín still remembered vividly as when he returned home the next day, he met the painful news that his mother had died having entered into labor being completely alone in his house, such seemed that when he had that discussion with his progenitor , the only thing he had achieved was to advance his birth of only eight months, leading to a stress so strong his mother who only condemned him to death, to her along with one of the two twins, who had not been able to develop very well His lungs because of Amelia's weak body.
Aurora Irene, that would have been his name if that little girl had not died and Joaquín blamed himself greatly about that, if he had not argued with his mother that day, if he had not shouted, maybe and only maybe he would have only been A single funeral and his father, even if he did not show him he hated it for that, he had already accepted his wife's decision and had promised him, no, he had sworn to protect his two new daughters.
When the funeral ended, the father of him alphonse, let him know that he would no longer live with him, which would be taken to live with the paternal grandparents of him, that was the last conversation he had with his father.
Joaquín was not going to lie, yes, there was a time when I hate his father, I hate him so much, but so much, because he abandoned him, that feeling too, unconsciously, was directed to his only sister and remembering as the existence hated Of that little being just managed to put the hairs on the end and give him immense desire to vomit.
As expected, the years passed and he grew up living a happy and calm life with his grandparents, more when Joaquín turned twenty years old his grandmother died out of illness and shortly after that her grandfather followed her when she was dying of sadness for having Lost his wife, but just before dying his grandfather he made him promise that he knew his sister, and the unable to refuse I accept the last request of his grandfather.
Did he want to meet his sister? No, of course, not, then, why did he promise something that he clearly did not want to do? The reason was very simple, the grandfather was and will always be one of the most important people in his life, next to the grandmother and mother of him, if so, why not fulfill the last petition of grandfather of the?
If Joaquín was honest with himself, the answer to that question was going to be as simple and stupid at the same time that some embarrassment would give him to answer it.
I felt fear, yes, that was the whole answer, he was afraid of going where his sister lived and seeing that he hated him for having been the cause that she had no more twin sister or her mother, yes, He was a complete hypocrite and a coward by fearing for that, being that at first he hate his sister.
What was it that he had to do?, A question that I do not leave him alone for two years, until, when he just turned the twenty-three years old, he decided and went to the direction that his grandfather had left before dying .
By the time I finally arrived, I do not expect to meet a house in ruins, who had all the appearance of not having been used for more than ten years, seeing this, I only manage to fill it with fear, what rays had happened here? It was the first thing he thought when he opened the door and looking at such a mess.
"This did not take over time, besides that it does not seem in ruins by some gang," he thought, looking like shattered furniture, scratched walls or appearance that some strong power had been impacted on them, the curtains were cracked and half burned and the roof of that house that seemed that at any moment would fall to pieces like the rest of the abode "whoever did this, must have looked for something or someone and for the destroyed that this someone is not Achieve your goal "It was his last thought before keeping cautiously, until a leaky thought appeared.
"Wait, where is she?" He thought "Where is Elizabeth!?"