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Darkest desire

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Chapter 1 - 1.The Past

,,You are disgusting, if my eyes see you again, you will wish that you was never born".

My heart break into milion pieces. I run to my room, grab some stuff and money, and i run away from that place i call home.

They always hated me. Am i ugly? stupid? fat? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??? My own parents hate me... how am i supposed to love or trust anyone if my parents doesn't love me. MY OWN PARENTS.

Now it's official. They kicked me out of the house. Where am i supposed to live? I don't have any friends here. Mom and dad never let me go out or hangout with anyone.

*Okay i understand that. They wanted to keep me safe, because i was different. I was born with powers. I'M NOT CRAZY I PROMISE. It all started when i was 3 years old. I was happy child, but one day changed everything. Playing around with other kids i lifted everything in air. When i released i started crying. I was so little. Everything get back down but people and kids where scared of me. My parents were.... disgusted. They sent me to hospital then to church, because they thought i had demon in me, and nothing helped. I was so scared, but they never asked me how am i felling. No,from that day they were looking at me differently, like im not their child but a monster. That day when we got home, they locked me in my room and never left me out. They were bringing me just food and water. I lived like that for 4-5 years. I remember, they let me out when i was supposed to go to school, and when i get back i would be locked again. But thing that hurts the most was, everyone was talking about their parents, how happy they were. I was just sitting silently and crying so no one can see me. Everyone thought i was weird so nobody talked to me. Here i am... Now im 18 years old girl, with no friends and with no place to stay.*

I have some money *im really smart so when kids needed homework, I'll do homework for them and i get paid.* so i decided to start a new life far from this place. Im going to London.

Finally arrived. I get a little apartment to stay and i called one college so i can complete education. Apartment isn't small at all. I have TV,bathroom, nice kitchen and even a table for makeup. Best thing, it's not even expensive. Now im going to call college, wish me luck.

I GOT SCHOLARSHIP. Guys you can't imagine how happy i am right now. Tomorrow im starting. If i find some friends here, then this will be the best thing that ever happened to me. Now im going to shower, eat something and then to sleep because i want to be ready for tomorrow. From this moment my life started.