It had been 2 years since my parents had abandoned me and I still don't know why maybe they did it because they couldn't take care of me but they still shouldn't have done it.
I still don't know why the Japanese government tried for me or tried to help me to at least be in an orphanage, nor do the police who see me asleep in the parks try to take me to pediatric services, it sounds illogical but it has been like that for these 2 years.
Right now I just walk around looking for something to eat and somewhere to spend the night.
And that's why I'm here, sitting under a tree on the edge of a canal, I honestly don't know where I am in Japan right now.
I simply wanted to rest for today to be able to continue my way in search of food or some money to be able to use the train to move better.
While I was observing the reflection of the moon in the water of the canal, I heard a noise, that made me look around to verify that there was no one.
I put my gaze back on the reflection of the moon but something looked different, a black circle in the middle of the moon had appeared and of course, it had scared me, I looked quickly at the sky and see that the moon did not have any round spots and that. It made me look back at the canal but I couldn't see the canal anymore.
Since a totally wet subject was in front of me, staring at me but even if I had him in front of me, I couldn't see his face because of the moonlight.
When I was about to react, I see that he is bringing his hand behind him and that's when I suddenly got up to run but I couldn't.
My legs had betrayed me.
I fell, my legs were shaking and the man approached me while he pulled out what seemed to be a knife, although the little side of his face was enough to see his smile, it was a smile of a complete psychopath.
[Don't run away little one, I swear we'll have a good time]
Fear did not let me run or speak, I just stuttered and trembled, when I saw that he was about to pounce on me, my legs that previously did not want to work did so magically being able to avoid his grip.
Due to the fear I felt, I did not know what I had to do, and before I could flee I felt something enter my right arm near my shoulder followed by unbearable pain, if it had not been for the rain my scream would have been heard in every city.
[Oh my, what a beautiful scream you made, please me more!]
The guy kicked me in the back causing me to fall on my face to the ground, even with the knife stuck in my shoulder and with the pain all over my body I turn around to face him and while I was thinking about what to do I kicked him in his intimate area causing her to writhe in pain.
[AHGG, DAMN CHILD!]
The next thing I did I still can't explain why I did it, the new account guy tried to be on top of my thing that he got but he wasn't expected to pull the knife from my shoulder and then stick it while my eyes were closed.
My hand began to move on its own, and I only listened to how the meat was dressed several times, the subject's moans were less and less and until he no longer heard any moans, he decided to open his eyes, and notice that he was already dead, he had stabbed him several times in the stomach and a few times in the thorax.
Of course, I was scared and I moved away as quickly as I could, I only looked with amazement and disgust when I saw what I had done, I still could not believe what had happened, I turn to see my hand and I see that I am still holding the bloody knife and so I realized that most of my clothes were covered in blood.
My reaction was to throw the knife into the canal and start vomiting, it seems unreal, I get up while my legs were shaking, I started walking towards the canal while holding my shoulder wound, only to be dropped into the water when I arrived that I would not remove the blood from my clothes in its entirety.
I got up and started to walk towards the outside, I did not want to turn back, I did not want to see that scene again, after a while walking while little by little my body felt weaker I see a clothing store with a very large window with some of clothing my size, I observed if there were cameras in the premises or nearby stores and there were none.
I approach little by little while looking if there was no one near or inside the store and I see that there is not, so I proceed to break the window with a rock that was nearby and take the clothes and wrap them with a dress that was on the same counter Once I take what is necessary, I almost run out to avoid being seen.
When I was already five blocks from the place, I went into one of the alleys that there were, where I began to undress and wear the shirt that I had with the part that had no blood, I rolled it around my wound and began to dress in the clothes that I had just finished to steal.
Once dressed I wanted to get rid of the one that I had just taken off in that I see that at the end of the alley there was a source of light, I approach it little by little and notice that it was a garbage drum with a few pieces of burning wood, so he decides to throw it there but first, he took out a piece of wood that was still on.
I had to close the wound anyway, so I untied the piece of cloth and glued the wood to the wound.
[ARGH!]
I screamed very loudly since I had nothing to bite with, I threw the piece of wood into the drum and then tied the piece of cloth and threw the clothes into the barrel, and so I continued my way.
In this part of the city I shouldn't even be, it's better to stay away from the clothing store so that they don't notice that the clothes I have are what they lack and more because of that guy.
Now I only had one goal, to find some medicine and food since this made me tired and left me hungry.
[I never imagined that killing someone would make you hungry]
Without a doubt, these words I never expected to say at this age or rather, in my life.
Now I just want to be calm.
And not die.
Not today.