I had to fight off the confusion and a swarm of unwanted thoughts. I needed something to break me out of the loop of memories involving Nadia, so I started denouncing it.
"It's impossible. It can not be."
I needed to convince myself of that, but what I really wanted, was to convince myself that it's actually possible. So I dug into my database through the 'Necromancer' class skills, and I discovered that it actually wasn't.
No matter how powerful she would become, it wouldn't truly bring Nadia back. She would always remain under. Just a shell without a soul. Empty doll controlled by a puppet master. This world had enough of those already.
- Take your time, Peter. I know that this is a lot to take - she calmed me down.
I struggled to pick myself up, as my legs were still unable to hold my weight. My stomach was tightly squeezed, and I could feel that I'm about to throw up, but I fought the sensation off.
