I did my usual routine, and with a full belly went to the city center with the leftover crystals in my pockets. Since all the rubble was now cleaned, there was nothing to sit on, so I ended up sitting straight on the cobblestone, resting my back on a wall of a building belonging to Wuxia.
I still didn't decide what to do. Logically it was better to sacrifice that month and get strong enough to attempt killing the orc boss, but it was a long time, and even a single thought of it was making shivers run down my spine. I just didn't want to go there. Even if I had Ki'rei with me to talk to. She was cute but moody, and sometimes annoying.
I spent like an hour there, watching other people, and returning over and over to the problem. Eventually, I decided to just talk with Will, and ask him for advice.