Monica's POV
I know that from now on, Everything I hid for three years will come out.
I knew this was the end of my hiding. I'm not ready to face the truth yet. I don't know if everything will be okay.
"Monica open the door for me, it's me ren"
I stood up on my bed. I thought she was going home, but she stayed.
"Monica ... I know you've been through a lot that you can't tell me, but we already know you've been suffering from your illness since you were a child. I'm glad to see you safe and alive."
During the time I didn't see her, Ren's face matured and got even more beautiful. I'm sure she's married now.
"Monica. You don't have to hide from us, I understand. I'm here with you as your friend" ren
I couldn't help but hug her tightly. I miss her. I miss my friend.
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"Ren for sure you're married now, tell me about it!"
Suddenly her reaction changed and she was sad.
"Mael and I are separated" ren
"Maell? Are you referring to Luke's friend?"
"Let's not talk about what's not here Monica! I want to start again, will you help me?" She pleaded with me.
There seems to be something wrong with their relationship.
"All right, but on one condition"
"What's that?" Ren
I whispered to her my request and my plan. She just nodded and smiled.
"you can count on me Monica" ren
So far only Ren knows everything. I'll avoid Bun first because she's married to Nard.
"Monica. Have you ever visited nurse cha?" Ren
what is she saying
"What do you mean?"
"Aren't you the one who always visits nurse cha and you even bring fruit?" ren
Since I ran away from her house I have not shown up to her.
"I don't visit her. I haven't seen her in a long time"
she was stunned for a moment and she wondered.
"then how did she know you were alive and where you were?" ren
"That's also what I'm wondering, I don't know how she knew I was at yohl university"
did bun say that? She saw me once and she followed me secretly. Did she tell nurse cha?
"Monica do you know what happened to Luke?" ren
luke? I don't have time to listen to what happened in Luke's life.
"Ren, whatever it is, don't tell me, I don't want to hear it" I begged her
I'm tired of hearing things related to Luke. Fortunately, our university is huge. We haven't met yet.
"Monica, we're going to eat!" Clio shouted from outside my room
Ren pulled me out.
When we arrived at the dinner table, my daughter was gone. Maybe she slept.
"Mona is asleep, she's upset because of you Monica" Timothy
"Nothing new, Monica isn't going to pay attention to her daughter," Clio said
this is them again. I know I'm wrong, they can't blame me. Whenever I see Mona, I just remember her father.
after we ate, ren took me to Mona's room. I feel sorry for my daughter. hayst if she only knew.
"Monica ... when I saw you at the mall then, was she the one you were looking for?" Ren asked
I was stunned by what she asked. she still remembers me.
"Ren, I'll tell you the other details of my life later. For now, do what I ask of you first" I changed the conversation.
Just the first day I pretended to be Trixy, they caught me. I don't want to remember.
Ren caressed Mona's cheek.
"Your daughter is beautiful Monica, she looks like you" ren
I stared at Mona carefully. She's wrong, she looks like her father. She was just lying.
"Monica, how did you survive?" Ren asked me
I just stared at Mona.
"Let's just say it's because of that little girl and Trixy"
To this day I am still searching for the answer to the question of why I am still alive. I don't know if it was a miracle or not. But there is only one I am sure of. I have no serious illness.
"Trixy? Trixy Evangelista?" Ren
maybe luke told her my name when we met at the mall then.
"Yes my twin"
"Where is she now?" Ren
"She's still recovering; she was traumatized in the accident so I took her away" I replied
"How did you meet your twin?" ren
She was very curious about my personality.
"When I jumped off the bridge to commit suicide, I saw Trixy drowning so I saved her. I didn't know we were twins then and I thought it was just a coincidence that we looked alike Until I found out where she was born. I found out she was the one left in my biological mother and I were just run away by nurse cha, our surrogate mother "I told her
"Both of you will commit suicide that day?" She asked again
"she wouldn't commit suicide then, they tried to kill her"
"Who ..." ren
"Ren stops asking, I'm tired and I want to rest. Just go to the guest room" I told her and I left her but she chased me to my room.
"Last question Monica. Why did you tell Luke before that you were Trixy and not Monica?" Ren
"I want Luke to know I'm gone"
That's the truth, I want Luke to know and believe I'm gone
"Luke knows where you're from, does that mean he knows you have twins?" Ren
I shook my head, He didn't know I had twins. all he knew was that I no longer had a brother o sister. Maybe his mom said nothing about my twin.
Right now, I only do these for Trixy. Not for Luke.
"Monica ... I found out you're a nursing student today. Why didn't you choose your previous course?" She asked again
That is one of the reasons why I am here today. That way I will know what happened to me then.