Earlier my phone rang but I ignored it. I am not on my own. I count the cars passing in front of me. I can no longer count the people asking about me if I am okay.
It was 9 pm and I was sitting on the side of the road. I do not know if I am still in the right mind but what I know now is that I am not well.
I spent another ten minutes before getting up and then I went back to school.
I'm sure Luke is waiting for me.
I am still far away but I can already see them. Sis Yen, Luke, and his three friends are waiting for me
Maybe sis yen told Luke that I suddenly disappeared earlier in the mall. I was about to approach them when I remembered Princess and I had talked about it.
I do not know if I will listen to what she said. I could not get close to them, as if I could not move from where I was standing.
I just saw them all running towards me.
"Monica! Where did you go? We've been worried about you before! We thought you were kidnapped! Are you okay?" Sis yen asked me worriedly and examined my whole body if I had a wound.
"Monica, did you know we reported you to the police?" Mael said
"Luke is worried about you, he almost hurt the professor earlier when he was not allowed to leave" Nard
"It's good that I came. If I hadn't said that Luke is going to an emergency, he might be expelled from school" Kael
"Monica..." Luke called my name
I just watched them as they spoke. They are all worried about me.
"Monica... Where did you go? Why don't you answer my calls and texts?" Luke
"Monica, are you okay?" Nard asked me
I immediately clung to Luke's arm because I was fainting
"Are you okay Monica?" Sis yen
They are already worried. I do not want to die in front of them.
"Guys maybe she's tired, she just needs to rest, I'll take her home. I'll take care of her." Luke
I hugged Luke tightly because of the pain I was feeling right now.
The last time I remembered before I could close my eyes, Luke took me to the car.
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"Nurse cha what did the doc say?" I heard Luke ask
I'm still pretending to be asleep because I don't want to talk to nurse cha.
"Doc said she was just tired. She said she should just avoid things that stress her out" Nurse cha
"Why is Monica so stressed?" Sis yen
I thought only Luke took me to the hospital but sis yen was with him.
"Let's go out, let's buy something to eat" Mael
Looks like his friends are included too. I hope Luke didn't tell my secret.
"Luke you will take care of Monica, I will go to another patient" Nurse cha
I felt the warmth in the person holding my hand
"Monica I know you are awake. They all came out so you can stop pretending to be asleep" Luke whispered in my ear
When I opened my eyes they were gone and only Luke was with me, he was right.
"Did you tell them about my situation?"
He just shook so I could breathe easily.
"Monica, where did you go? Why didn't you call me earlier?"
I don't want Luke to worry about me.
"Luke I have a favor for you ..."
And I tightened my grip on his hand.
"take care of princess and your future child"
He immediately let go of my hand and walked away from me.
"Why are you saying that? Monica, what do you want to happen?" He asked angrily
Why did he answer differently? That is not what I expected him to answer. That means princess is right. Something happened to them the night they dated.
"Luke please for me"
I hold back my tears. Be strong now Monica.
"Monica, you're awake" Sis yen
I immediately wiped away the tears when they arrived
"I'll just call the nurse" Nard
"no need" I stopped him
"I'm fine. I don't feel anything else, I'm just really tired and I need to rest" I explained to them
I am not ready to see nurse cha again. I slowly stood up and Kael supported me. Luke just stayed where he was and just watched me.
"Thank you very much, I'll just get it back next time. I'm going home" I said goodbye to them and hurried out of the room.
Sis Yen chased me but I just told her I was going somewhere so she could not keep up with me.
Luke did not follow me either. I know he was still shocked by what I said. I hope he just follows what I told him.
I picked up my phone and texted Ren. I said if I could sleep with them now. She asked for no reason and just picked me up. We met outside the school.
I am still lucky and I have friends who can run. I don't want to go home to nurse cha's house and I especially don't want to go home to the house that Luke says I own. Maybe Luke will follow me there. I will let go of his anger first. I do this for the good of our relationship.
I will regret the decision I made today and the next day.
I will distance myself from you, Luke... I do not want the child to grow up without a father because of me. I hope one day, you can forgive me, Luke.