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Sweetdreams
Padarag kong sinarado ang pinto ng kotse namin at agad nang pumasok sa bahay at nagkulong sa kwarto.
I hate him! I really hate him! I hate him so much!
Did i do something wrong to him?! Wala! I'm just helping! I bought food 'cause his friends are hungry! Mali ba 'ko don?! I brought his jacket back! May mali ba don?! Or his effing pride is too much to reach?! I don't understand him!
Binalibag ko na lang kung saan ang bag, ko. If you're asking if how i got my bag..james gave that to me.
[Flashback]
I wiped my tears, paano na 'ko uuwi?! Naiwan ko ang phone 'ko don! My bag too! And I swear to god that I will not come back there anymore! That isaiah is getting into my nerves!
"Karylle!" I stopped from walking and turned my head on james, he's running while my bag is on his hands. Hay salamat. "Nakalimutan mo.." tumango ako at kinuha 'yon, nandon na din ang phone ko.
"Thanks.." I whispered.
"Uhm, pasensya ka na kay isaiah, a? Pagod kasi 'yon, e.." I smiled and nodded.
"Yeah, I understand, I'm going…bye."
"Bye, salamat!" His last word before I walked away.
[End of flashback]
And now, I don't know what to do, i'm still thinking what is wrong of what I did, I just helped. But what the hell is that isaiah did? He shouted at me like i..did some bad things. At nakakainis! Nakakainis na kailangan ko pa yong isipin!
I'm not the karylle I knew anymore! Noon, I don't care If people hates me, I don't care if people are rude to me, but now?! I don't think i can accept the fact that he hates me, and I hate myself for having this feeling that i have the reponsibility to apologize even that I do not know what I did to make his ass cry! Just what the hell?!
I just slept in..more than 3 hours? I woke up when I heard my mom's shout.
"Karylle! Dinner!"
"Okay! I'll be there in a minute!" sinuklay ko ang buhok ko gamit ang daliri. I don't want to be not good looking in front of our food, as if naman lalaitin ako ng pagkain namin, ugh! I'm crazy.
"Where have you been? I heard that manong fetched you in somewhere else?" dad asked while we are eating. My eyes widened. Oh great god.
"Oh, y-yeah, I went to a mall, 'cause I think I should loosen up..hehe you know, I'm upset." I used my freaking picture earlier for an excuse. I'm hoping lang na hindi sinabi ni manong freaking leo na hindi naman talaga ako nasa mall.
"Oh, is that is?" I nodded.
"She got bullied," mom suddenly talked. I rolled my eyes. I hate her laugh, not that I don't want her to laugh but, she's laughing because I got bullied?! Oh man, nanay ba talaga kita?
"She's used to that.." dad said simply and laugh too. Ugh! What a day! Alam niyo ba tuwing naiirita ako, minsan naiisip ko na lang na baka kulang ako sa pagmamahal?! Na kailangan ko ng boyfriend para magpakilig sa 'kin?! Para mapasaya ako! See? I'm crazy! I think I need a therapy.
One in the morning but i'm my eyes are still open, I can't sleep, I can't let go of my thoughts, I'm probably just overthinking.
So I went downstairs to drink some water. Dark..dark..dark! Dark reminds me of him, in exact time, in exact place, I let out a heavy sigh.
I drank water and brought the container back into the ref. I was about to go to my room but a hand closed my mouth to stop me from screaming! Omygod! Don't tell me mauulit nanaman?! But I'm pretty sure this is not isaiah!
Hinatak niya 'ko papuntang bathroom, he closed the door and opened the lights! My eyes widened. Oh man, pagkatapos mo 'kong itaboy nandito ka nanaman?!
"You je–" I was ready to shout but he closed my mouth using his index finger. He's totally in black, hinding hindi mo siya makikita sa dilim dahil lahat ng suot niya ay itim! What a black man!
But he's not wearing his black mask kaya agad ko siyang namukhaan! God! You are really good!
"Shh.." I'm fuming mad now, yes I am! I'm planning to punch him direct on his face! "Don't shout, please.." oh he knew it! Na oras na ialis niya ang daliri niya, sisigaw ako dito kahit kailan ko gusto!
He removed his fingers. "What are you doing here?" malamig na utas ko. "leave or i'll call the police?" I said, coldly. He bit his lower lip.
"I'm sorry.." His husky voice, woah! Karylle! Sorry isn't enough!
"And now you're sorry? After shouting at me?!" i rolled my eyes.
"Galit at pagod ako kaninang umuwi dahil sa tatay ko ellie, tapos at pag-uwi ko nando'n ka..at.." Nagtiim-bagang siya at ginulo ang buhok.
"At ano? May ginawa ba 'kong mali?!" god! Dapat ay hindi ako sumisigaw! "I did not do something wrong! I'm just there for your worthless jacket! And your friends was hungry so I ordered food–"
"Ayon na nga, binilhan mo ang sila ng pagkain, at ano sa tingin mo ang naapakan mo? Ang pride ko, at ayoko sa lahat ay ang kinaaawaan sila o ako! We don't need your pity, ellie, that's why I really hate rich people." Pumikit ako ng marahan. You hate yourself, bastard!
"Ang sinasabi mo ba na hayaan ko na lang sila do'n na nagugutom dahil wala ka?! I'm not heartless! Hell i'm not!" Tumango-tango siya.
"That's why i'm here to apologize, i'm really sorry.."
"Okay! Alright! We're cool, now leave." I almost whispered the last word. I was about to open the door of the bathroom when he grabbed my waist and hugged me. My body froze. Oh my hell.
"W-what are you doing?" Pilit ko siyang tinutulak pero hindi siya nagpapatinag. "hey, what the h-hell?"
"I told you, I'm sorry.." He whispered. I can feel his breath on my ears.
"If you're worrying about the police, don't worry I won't..so please let me go." Iritado kong ani.
"hell, wala akong pakialam sa police, at ikaw..dito ka lang..kahit saglit lang please?" lumunok ako sa pagmamakaawa ng boses niya.
"O-okay." Karylle, I cannot believe you.
Ilang minuto kaming nanatili sa ganoong posisyon bago siya kumalas. My cheeks heated.
"Matulog ka na.." aniya. Tiningala ko siya.
"Y-you will be okay, right? We have a..uhm..lots of bodyguards here..so please take care.." I whispered. He chuckled. Kumunot ang noo ko, anong nakakatawa?
"Alright, bye, goodnight."
"B-bye..goodnight." Kung kanina ay mukha akong tigre ngayon muka akong pusa! I walked, I opened the bathroom's door pero bago ako tuluyang makaalis.."Take care, isaiah." i said..he smiled.
"Sweet dreams, ellie." My cheeks heated and just walked away. What was that?!