Suddenly I jolt awake my mind half aware and body still sore. I guess I didn't die or maybe I came back from the dead?I laugh in my head. Still foolish even after that experience. Finally I manage to open my eyes. Still blurry but I can make out things. As my vision starts to clear I recognize these pictures on the walls. I'm in the school hospital. Damn did I get beat that bad? Sheesh. My body feels strange. I sit up and scratch my head. I need a hair tie. It's in my face. But then I see a movement in the corner of my eye and freeze. Is it those bullies coming to do more damage? I since at the thought of being beat even with this pain I already have. But then I hear a sweet voice,"Hey..You're awake?How do you feel?".It's him. It's Kai. He came to see me even after what I did? A true man.
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Kota(K):"You?Oh."
KaiJee(KJ): "Yeah..I understand you don't like me but..."
KJ: "You could be a little more grateful."
K: *Bows* "Thank you Oppa. If it weren't for you I would be in more pain."
KJ:"Mhn.If you aren't even strong enough to fight back or even brave enough try not to start fights. That's not a great man."
K: "W-w-wait you don't understand how-"
KJ: "Oh and cry on your own time. It's pathetic and it disturbs the learning here."
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After he said that he stands up bows and after staring deep into my soul he just leaves. Damn. I really fucked up. Not only does he think I'm a trouble maker but he also thinks I'm a weakling ,which I am,but he didn't have to know that!And to top it off he thinks I hate him. How could anyone hate you? You make even the straight guys fanboy over you! Modest jerk.
I sit down and exhale. The nurse came in after a bit and checked me up. I was in pretty bad circumstances. I had a sprained ankle and bruises all over me. Bloody nose too. But the strangest thing she found was that I had a love bite on my neck with the teeth marks to prove it. Denny bully leave that there? Or did my crush do it? I was assigned a three days of bed rest and I look at the only thing that would be great if: Who left a love bite on me?
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The next few days my friends came to visit so it wasn't total misery and of course I had thousands of paper assigned to me so I worked in that. The next day I went back I dreaded what I would have to go through. This stupid cast was slowing me down. Luckily it's only for a month. I'm late again because of it so I'll be getting scolded .I walk in and everyone looks at me staring and whispering who knows what. Maybe about the kid who got beat or the crybaby kid. Damn these students. We are all near adulthood and we still gossip.The teacher calls me over and starts the lecturing.
"Why are you late again?Are you so irresponsible that you can't even wake up on time?"
I respond with "I have a cast and it slows me down sir."
"Is THAT an EXCUSE IM HEARING?"
I don't know what to say so I'm just silent hoping this shame would end sooner.
"YOU CANT EVEN ACT RIGHT AND YOUR GRADES ARENT THAT GOOD!HOE DID YOU EVEN YET INTO THIS SCHOOL?"
Now I'm starting to hear giggles which turns into laughter. My face is burning and I can feel my eyes watering. My voice is quiver too. No not here. Don't cry again.
I have nothing else to say so I just apologize and sit down. ai sit in the very back and let my silent tears fall not caring about who hears the sniffles. I hate this school. I don't even know whose my dorm partner. Can my 💕 fe get any worse?For today was I'll just go back home.
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As I put my keys into the door I can hear the noise that is inside. My sister crying and screaming for this to end her welt marks still sore,my mother begging my father to stop as she get beat and my father drunk causing this sadness I take a deep breath and step inside. As soon as I walk in he heads straight for me my sister and mother going to their rooms. I don't blame them for not trying to stop him for what's hes about to me. They tried before and my sister ended up in the hospital her face all swollen.
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I stand there and let him beat me. Leaving my face alone because that's the only thing he likes about me. Then he strips me down and leave me in my underwear. He pulls is pants down and force me to rub up against his area causing an erection. My father was so good. My mother should have never remarried . She choose such a evil man. I hate doing this but I must to protect my family. Then he takes an iron to my back and I yelp at the sizzling pain. And now he pushes me on my knees and forced me to give him a wet one. He doesn't even like men he's just a horny bastard and loves to see people put down. Then as he gets on top ready to force inside of me he sees the love bite. He questioned me but I replied the truth. Unsatisfied with my answer he pulls me by my hair to my room he then chokes me out as pounds my mouth forcing me to not receive air. Something in my throat collapsed and I starts choking and I felt pain so much that I became numb instantly.
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I cry and then I just stop struggling. I don't want to anymore. I want my death to be light weight. I think about happy things. Things that make me joyful. Then the doorbell rings. My step father hesitates as he pulls his pants up and answers the door. I use my moment to scream help. I can hear the door push open and someone strong carries me to a car. About an unknown amount of time later I'm rushed into an ER and at that moment I felt peace. My family were all being checked out and got treated while they check me out. Nothing collapsed and he was just squeezing my neck muscles too hard causing them to pop. Nothing fatal thankfully. Then a serious looking man comes to a room with cameras and questions me.
How did this happen?
When did it happen?
Who did this?
Why did they do it?
The usual. After about an hour of us being questioned my step father got charged with domestic violence,child cruelty, aggravated assault,sexual abuse, child abuse, emotional abuse,and so much more. He not coming out again. Life without parole. Thank God. Turns out a neighbor heard the commotion and came to check on us and barged in and stabbed my step dad with an knife after trying to stop him.Finally a problem is solved.
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The only question I have left is how are the other ones going to be fixed?
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