Ray.
What the hell is wrong with me, I knew I could spare fifteen minutes to be at the dinner party the next day but I refused Bella even though I could tell she wanted me to go.
I knew I hurt her, but I did not want mum using her to get to me. Yes, I lied with her name to mum, to spend time with Sharon but she should understand, right?
I mean I could not tell mum I was spending time with Sharon since I was yet to inform her about her existence.
I realized I hurt her when I saw the expression on her face when she left the room. Honestly, I did not mean to hurt her. Bella has been all supportive and seeing that hurt in her eyes made me feel sad.
