I got to school with the biggest smile on my face,I did not want to skip any details and I was looking forward to seeing Tony at school.
School went on like normal and all I could think about was everything that had happened on Saturday.
"What do you think about the book Bri" miss Evelyn and the entire class looking at me but luckily I had read the book before . Nothing was going to get in the way today.
Melanie and I walked to our favourite spot,I was already telling her about Saturday. "and that's what happened who thought Brandon and I could get along huh absolutely nobody I was even shocked too"
"Look there's Luca but Bradon and Tony are not with him"
"Maybe they'll join him soon"
"Lets head back to class its super hot out here "
Why is it that I haven't seen Tony today or Brandon those guys are always together all the time. Maybe I should go to to their class but no ,no,no I would never do that though I really need to see them especially Tony even if it's just for a second,what !whoa slow down Bri they are probably with their girlfriends.
I hate my mind sometimes but it does keep me motivated like right now when I want to go embarrass myself. I can't give them any reason why they should talk about me but they will find their reasons to talk about me.
I just sat there untill lessons continued definitely feeling down but still holding my head high. Sometimes I feel like someone can actually see through me and it's just sad how my mood can change constantly. I act happy to avoid being asked questions and I don't want to hear things like" you'll be fine,don't worry"...bluh bluh bluh whatever .
After school I had a late class so I told Melanie not to wait for me today besides I needed the alone time and peace. Why do Mondays have to be so Monday sometimes it's like they are trying to prove a point and we get it already.
Wait is that Tony?nope that's not him. Oh my God that's Tony act cool don't say anything to him ,just walk Past him and act like you did not see him .
"Ayy Bri "
"Hi,shouldn't you be home" I quickly paused and turned to his direction
"Yeah but I was very busy home wasn't an option "
"Ok bye got to go "
Now I can actually breath. I'm overflowing with joy right now.
"Where's that friend of yours ,Melanie "
"Home "my tone was actually a lot better than before
"And what about you where's Luca and Brandon? "
"Brandon wasn't at school and Luca is just distant today . I tried talking to him but he refuses to talk so he said we'll talk over the phone "
"Ohh so who were you waiting for "my eyes furrowed at him
"Nobody but since your here I might as well walk you"
"No I just want to be alone "smiling at him
"Oh please just once it won't hurt "
"Okay fine "
Tony is so persuasive and once more he gets away with it.
After what seemed like an hour but was less than 20 minutes we both went our separate ways. I learnt quite a few things from about him. He would love to work for NASA one day. He's not a sports fan which I think is weired cause boys love sports. He's favourite colour is brown,wow a whole brown ,he's too old,who on earth likes the colour brown except for the fact that it looks good on furniture and yeah on peoole but hey that's Tony we are talking about. He's also not a pet person. He does love animals but from a distance,animals deserve love and a warm cozy home and he's not sure if he can offer that.
We also share the same birthday ,hooray
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"Your late" mom said
"I had a design class today after school,we still working on our projects "
"I don't care about your projects but in this household you are supposed to be here earlier "
"Okay I'm sorry" walking to my room .
I just laid in bed for merely 2minutes and my mom walked in " don't you have something to do ?"
"I was just trying to collect myself " I said getting up from my bed getting up from my bed.
"Well there is no time to collect yourself go and do the dishes immediately"
"Okay "
It was at nine when I got a text from Tony just someone I low-key needed to talk to,probably to forget about everything . Just when I thought our conversation was getting interesting he talks about he's girlfriend and God knows I did not expect that. All this time I thought he was single but hey always expect the unexpected the other gender ain't shit . I quickly felt my mood turn from good to bad in just seconds. I tried to text like a happy person but I just couldn't, I only hope that he did not sense my mood in our conversion.
"John wants us to meet "a text from Melanie flashed on my screen
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