Anger is an emotion that humans can't extract from themselves. It would make them do things that are immoral. The sins were made by them who drove into their anger are unforgivable. The more you deep drive into the sea of rage, the more it would eat you. It manifests us as just like ghouls. No matter what your action maybe it will give you hope and power. In this world, wrath makes people go crazy like a dog that chaises after the enemy without knowing any valid reason. Why do people give themselves to anger? Is it a supreme sacrifice? Did it make them honorable? No, right then why? The positive factor of anger is that it makes us move forward. Move forward for uncertainty. To hold onto something.
Humans are the ones who gave in to their anger after being frustrated by the life they are leading. They tend to get angry often as if it is a part of their daily lives. The person who can control his rage is the wisest of all. Because he knows the disadvantages of it.
DAY-3
"Don't lose focus, Jodan. Twenty more to go!" Kelan was training me like it's my last day on earth. It's been three days now but I don't seem to get used to it. My weak body couldn't handle such heavy exercise. The more I tried the more I lose my motivation to work out. But Kelan was out was way beyond my reach. I didn't know he was that athletic. That six-packed body of his could make any girl fall for him. Shi*t, seeing him made gave me intense motivation for some reason. Was it because of jealousy? I didn't know I had something like jealousy within me. In the first year, I clearly remembered the most popular guys getting their own harem. Why am I remembering such a pathetic past? Sorry, Jessica, Lust got me. I only love you for eternity.
"Hey! More your ass more!!" Kelan yelled at me with his full stealth as if I'm a worthless fellow.
"I'm doing my best!" I yelled back unable to hold my anger. "Is that what you call your best? Fine, do fifty push up without taking any break!" In the first half, I thought he's gonna left me in my tragic state but then again he became enthusiastic all of a sudden.
My hands were nimble doing seat ups now I have to do push up. Why is it so hard to become strong?
*That's why I told you to rely on the system. But you didn't seem to understand that. If you relied on the system you wouldn't have to take such majors.*
"Who told you to speak? Just shut your ass up."
"don't mumble on your own and get to work." Kelan would please stop it. My limbs became quite stiff. Even if I wanted to say that I could as Mr. Heriss already said that to me.
"If you don't do those training sessions, you have to leave the place at once. No exception would do." Those words of him were serious. I couldn't argue back. The problem is within me. I'm the weak here. They're trying their best to train me I knew it very well. Moreover, it's free of cost. How can I deny such an offer? There's an underground facility within this shop. Who could have thought that? That's crazy! They have a whole basement dedicated to training. Mr. Heriss is some crazy old man indeed.
The gym has everything you need. From small workout equipment to huge ones. One can spend his whole day glazing at those. Even I was glazing at those most of the time. This is unbelievable.
"K-Kelan, I have a question?" I tried to talk but he didn't seem to like that idea.
"I would hear your question after you finish fifty pushups." What kind of torture is it? Now, I have nothing but to finish it as soon as possible. Whoah, it's a weird way to get motivated.
"forty-five….. forty-six…. Forty-seven…Forty-eight…. F-fifty… DONE!" I jumped out in excitement. "That was a painful one. I didn't know that exercising is this hard."
"Now, you can ask me."
"How can you kill them?" Kelan froze for a moment but then again he spoke out in his usual manner, "it's rather simple. You have to smash their heads because heads can't be regenerated although I don't know
If it's actually true."
"I see.. Then---"
"Whoosh"
"Don't get full of yourself after only working out for a few days."
Kelan stopped my head that was about to smash his head into pieces.
"Hehe. I know, I just want to test it. Sorry!" I laughed out the matter but Kelan was damn serious. He shot down his glaze at me.
"Stop glazing at me." I continued to smooth things out.
"That's it for today."
"Yea' Thanks for your help."
After he left the room, I slowly pulled out the diary and looked into it.
< Name: Jodan>
< Status: Level 10> [ Ep :1400\5000]
< Manipulating Strength: Level 2>
[No extra Skills]
Yeah, finally, manipulation strength went up. It got to level up. That's cool.
"cough, Cough!" What? I held my mouth with my right hand. When I distanced it a little, I get to see the red liquid.
"Blood?"
*You're at your limit, Jodan. I told you that you have to kill in one way or another, there's no exception to it. The more you held back, the more your ger worst*
"I don't get a sh*T to that."
*You still gonna be so stubborn like always?"
***** [ From Sutasi's point of view]
Jodan just who are you? It's my mistake that I told him how to kill one of us. I don't know what would happen if I didn't stop him with my hand. I would be dead by now, looking at my swollen hand I thought. I have to be careful about him. His dangerous that I thought. What Mystery lies within you, Jodan?