She didn't want to lose her status as the Young Madam of the Ye Family. When she was with Ye Xinglan, she always pretended to be all the things he loved: gentle, lovely, innocent, and generous.
But constantly wearing a mask, pretending to be someone else, was tiresome and annoying.
So, she accepted Mue Ting.
After being reprimanded by Ye Xinglan, she would return to her room and enjoy the gentle and considerate service of Mue Ting. This made her feel that life was still wonderful.
She desired both the position of Young Madam of the Ye Family and the submissive servitude of Mue Ting.
She always thought that as long as she hid it well, these two things could coexist.
She was very careful. Every intimate moment with Mue Ting took place in her bedroom. Even in other parts of the house, she and Mue Ting never showed any signs of abnormality.
She even planned how to accommodate Mue Ting after her wedding with Ye Xinglan.
