After leaving the Xie family and moving into a small house, she found it hard to get used to having no one to serve her. Being imprisoned, losing her freedom, being trapped in the iron bars every day, no good food or drink, no entertainment and relaxation, sharing a prison cell with several other people, she might even be bullied by her cellmates.
She would rather die than go to such a terrible place!
"Why are you silent now?" Senior Master Xie glared at Qin Huilan, growing angrier as he spoke. "Didn't you swear to disfigure his face, to avenge your daughter? He's right in front of you now, go on, show me how you'll do it!"
Qin Huilan's seething hatred and rage were quenched by Senior Master Xie's words.
She stepped back, shaking her head repeatedly, "I didn't... I didn't mean it... I was just speaking out of turn... I didn't really intend to disfigure his face..."
"Fool!" Senior Master Xie, exasperated, spat out the word and stormed towards the door.