It was not the first time she had seen a man. In her college years, out of curiosity, she and her roommates closed the curtains and locked the doors of their dormitory room to watch a few adult films from a neighboring country.
That was the first time Xue Feifei saw a man, outside of biology class. The visual impact was substantial on her first viewing, to the point that she felt a slight repulsion towards men for many years afterwards. Therefore, when she was dating Huang Qichu, and their relationship deepened, he had intended to move forward with her. Xue Feifei was the one who initiated their first kiss, but when it came to proceeding further, she just couldn't handle it.
In the five years that followed, she entered the entertainment industry. She absolutely rejected the traditional rules, even losing countless opportunities because of it. Somewhere in her heart, she felt a bit tainted, a bit disgusted.
