I have no intention to be emotional right now, but to what my family has done and my brothers have shown, if they only loved me like a wanted daughter and sister since I have my parent's blood, then perhaps I would not reach this point.
No tears shall run down my cheeks.
There are still probably following me even though I did not see them nor turn my back to ensure I got it right; I am keeping this guess in my thoughts.
'I am still stuck in the question of why me? A one-in-a-million chance to what? What am I going to gain in Lianhuahua's curse?' I wanted to know. Because a person like me could not be free from any of these questions if this goes on, I can't just keep pretending to be the Hui Ying Au that they want me to portray.
Other people are as free as a bird, while I am here being hidden in a cage, subject to the force acting within myself because I am in a different body.
