Water is part of us and I believe underneath the ripples, I look like I am literally drowning. I could hear Li Li panicked as she called my name – not Shreya but Hui Ying Au. A part of me wanted so badly to believe that what I am seeing and the people I am talking is just part of a dream, my agent that is being left behind at the mansion and projects that I have been put on hold for a review at the company—it is actually in the process of being practiced and tested by the information technologists in my team. For my deceased grandparents, their efforts, their strength and the endurance that they could hold onto, I really could fight the death that marks inside of me since birth. Anyway, dying for me is nothing to be feared since everybody's life normally ends, maybe a new life comes after. Land flips another side of heaven. Soul follows a light. I shall not be afraid nor be sad about it.