warning!!!: mentions of death i think.
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"the suffering boy?"
seon mi sighs in disappointment
"I woke up just because of this," she says putting the book at her table and falling back to sleep
6:00 am
BEEEPP BEEEP BEEEEPPPP-
"ugh" seon mi opened her eyes after throwing the alarm
"This should be named 'most annoying item in the world' instead of alarm"
she got out of bed, did her morning routine, she wore her usual clothes and went to university
"morning, ma"
"mhm" seon mi took an apple and went outside to her university
3:45 pm
seon mi sighs
"HEY" and she sighs again
"HEY SUNMI"
"CAN YOU NOT HEAR ME"
"HAN SEONMI"
"HEY"
"SUNMI"
"I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME"
"STOP PRETENDING YOU CAN'T"
"This guy never leaves me alone doesn't he" she sighs
"WHAT ALSO MY NAME IS SEON MI NOW. S-E-O-N M-I"
he ran to seon mi
"do you want to drink with me?"
"why would I want to drink with you?"
"mmm I don't know"
she sighs
"Just leave me alone"
"but I don't want tooooooo" he whines
"minho-ah why don't you get yourself a girlfriend"
"Because you're going to be my future girlfriend," he says confidently
"yeah keep dreaming" she rolls her eyes playfully
"you're joking right"
"answer meeee your joking right"
"sunmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii" he pouts
" like i said, name's seon mi"
" but i like sunmi more"
he puts his finger on his chin looking like he's thinking
"let's go eat ice cream"
"YESSS ICE CREAM" she said excitedly and runs to the nearest ice cream shop
5:30 pm
"I need to go it's already late"
minho pouts
"but it's only 5 pm"
"my mother will be mad at me if I come home later than 6"
" do you want me to drop you off?"
"nah it's alright, my home's quite near"
"mhm okay bye bye see you tomorrow" he waves his hands
"bye" she smiles
5:58 pm
"ma, I'm home"
"ma?"
"where were you?" seon mi flinched a little since she didn't expect her mother to respond her.
"I was at the cafe with one of my friend"
her mother stood up from the couch and walks toward her
"you know how disappointed I am in you"
"mhm I know"
"DON'T TALK BACK AT ME"
"you know what? I thought you were at the library studying but no you were with your friends the whole time" her mother scoffed
"do you have any idea how excited I was when I thought you were at the library studying that actually made me believe that you were finally being like your elder sister"
"then why'd you ask me? you shouldn't have asked m-"
the pain was all seon mi felt on her cheeks
"I SAID STOP TALKING BACK AT ME"
"you know what"
"I wish you would've died instead of your siste-"
"MA IF YOU WANT ME DEAD THEN KILL ME, STAB ME, CUT ME INTO MANY PIECES OR EVEN DROWN ME I DON'T CARE AT LEAST I CAN REST IN PEACE WITH MY SISTER" seon mi snapped and ran upstairs
her mother scoffs
next morning
"SUNMIIIIII"
"sunmi wake up let's go to a cliff"
"ma, how many times do I have to tell you my name is seon mi" she says tiredly
"let's go somewhere I want to show you something"
"mhm okay"
seon mi's pov
'this is the first time she wants to go out with me that's a bit weird '
'whatever she probably felt bad yesterday and wanted to make up with me' I quickly out of my bed and did my morning routine
for my outfit, I wore a white flowy dress
"sunmi are you ready?"
"yes just a minute"
at this point, I gave up trying to correct my name
I wore my favorite pink lipstick.
I went downstairs and went outside seeing my mother sitting inside my car
"come get in I'll drive today"
"oh okay"
an hour later
"we're here"
end of seon mi's pov
"we're here"
"oh, why are we here?"
"I thought we needed fresh air so I bought us here at the cliff with an amazing ocean view"
"oh, but isn't this a bit too high?"
"no, it's perfect"
seon mi smiled
"okay"
"let's have a picnic there" her mother points to the edge of the cliff
"but isn't it too at the edg-"
"no, it's fine"
"can you stand there" her mother point to the edge of the cliff
"But I feel like I'll fall if I'm not careful enough"
"It'll be fine, I just need to capture this rare moment"
"oh okay?" seon mi walks to the edge of the cliff
"ma, you're supposed to take a picture why are you coming close? you want to take a selfie?"
"yes yes to take a selfie"
"don't you want to capture the scenery too?"
"no, I only want to take a picture of my lovely daughter and me"
"ma this is too close" seon mi sifts uncomfortably
"no, it isn't"
' i swear if she says " no it isn't one more time' seon mi thinks
"ma we're too close can you back off?"
"no"
"because
you'll be the one who's gonna be 'backing off'" she said as she pushed seon mi off the cliff
light, all she saw was a bright white light.
'liar'
'Why did she have to do that '
'I should've moved out the moment I got into college
'she's the worst mother" was the last thought before she closed her eyes, unconscious