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Chapter 13 - Table

A lot as happened since the last time I've been on here I actually started a video diary on YouTube, And I got a guitar acoustic cherry burst guitar it is beautiful as all can be. And tomorrow I may get my piercing kit depending on how when the woman comes to get me the $50 gift card for Amazon so I'll get my piercing kid and my FBI flag and then that'll be the end of that for this month next month will be a tongue drum and to Hena kits, so I can get a tattoo experience without getting my brother upset the son of a B and a dub actually going against the tattoo kit but he can't say anything about Hannah. So I'm getting Hannah tattoos one day before I can get actual tattoos in a poke and stick tattoo kit. I am got a lot of hopes for the future and I'm doing well except today I was trying to talk to my mother and someone told me to sit down at the table eating my breakfast and I flipped out Causing some undo drama. I really got to stop jumping the gun but i fucking hate eating at the motherfucking table. Take your table and shove it up your asses you westernized freaks. There are just some things that are major pet peeves and being told what that fuck to do is just tops of the elfing list. I hated eatting at the table as a kid and nothing much has changed, the people in my group home think I must be cohanan the brabarian...... frankly I do not care, and I looking to have that person fired when I leave to live with my mom. I will make a nasty comment about that one person, I have been butting with this westerner for quite some time..... it's like if she knows which buttons to push. I would mention names but don't want a law suit.

I am the person saying here's trying to live a simple life but will knock your teeth out if you fuck with me type of person. And I have knocked out a lot of fucking teeth in my life to put a dentist to shame. Others I am not nothing you but instead your bathing the shit out of me and you know it. And for those people I say shame on you. All I want is my piercing kit and my other stuff no fucking drama. Honestly I was thinking about spending the day playing the guitar. I was so pissed off.

Moral of the story don't tell me what to do unless you wanna see a plastic surgeon in the near future.