Shasha look at the familiar scenary, and familiar scene.
This endless loop---
The first time she dreamed,
she become one with the Heroine,
from first person persepective,
she really does surprised since the Heroine feeling... desperation... seeping deep inside her.
those feeling from hope to despair.
'what is that feeling?'
she thought,
Shasha look at the fleeting life like CG in front of her. Then she look at her wrist, there is strenge tatto that look like a snake coiling barcelet. The snake head sometimes moving, it look eerie.
she got it from certain person.
it was few week ago after the commotion and when her condition get worse from those nightmare.
the Priest or her holy power could only heal her physical condition. And in desperation, she contacted him.
Now as the result, she now longer feel the real Shasha(?) feeling and no longer experienced this loop in first hand. Just like watching TV or more like watching 3D world comes to live as third person. She could watch those scene objectively.
"Thank you senior, I know I could count on you!"
"I didn't meant to, I am sorry... I know I should not tried to overstep my status."
"Thank you Your Highness... I mean Allen, thank you for helping me"
"Hi! My name is Shasha! Nice to meet you, I hope we could be a good friend Noir!"
"What about different races? I don't really care about those thing, I just know you're someone precious to me!"
"Lady Elisabeth, I know I have low status but it doesn't mean you could slander me like this!"
"I just want to be friends with everyone"
When you play game its normal that you have some purpose, raise the love meter, reverse Harem or some extra prize. But now, once this turn into reality she realize that...
"The Heroine is literally a b*tch isn't it?"
Clinging to all those soon to be important figure, acting all like pure Maiden while lowering herself to make other seem arrogant, Haha...
Shasha lost on her own self deprivation laughter.
Before long, it become fast forward and in front of her is the Heroine looking at her,
Thump! Thump!
Her heart raced,
"Did she just looked at me?"
It become more strenge that two people with same apperance looking at each other, one surprised and the other have deep look.
"You... Give... Re..urn"
Shasha woke up, she hug herself to calm her trembling. Taking glance at her side, she Saw rabbit (Yuki) looking at her from dark side, she jumped up standing, surprised once more.
[ light ]
small orb of light appear in her palm, closing to the rabbit. then she breath sign of relieve.
"Goodness, I thought its black fur." She Pat the rabbit.
"Yuki, Don't surprise me like this again. I thought that guy spying on me."
Yuki purred, nuzzeled and back to sleep.
"Sorry to surprise you when I suddenly woke up, have a nice dream."
Silence, Shasha unconsciously holding her tattoed wrist.
but that is not enough to scure her heart.
"Evan..." she murmured.
"Evan... Evan!" she called him louder, until she could feel his presence from the shadow loaming in front of the tent.
her eyes moisted, she could guess that the person in front of her tent is hestitating to enter since it was her 'private tent' but...
"Senior, you can enter..."
"Are you Alright Sha..."
-BRUKKK
She hugged Evan until they fall together, in the middle of tent's door that other people who patrol near them flustered and run away.
Evan become flustered becausenof the sudden hug but when he Saw the face of the the girl he decided to hug her back, pat her back tenderly that make her broke into cry.
"Senior, hiks.. I am scared... hiks ..."
Evan put away her tear with his Sleeve.
"I am here, don't be afraid...you can back to sleep."
"Hiks... thank you... really... I am gratefull that you are with me."
Evan paused, that continue patting her head.
"I am glad that I could make you feel better, now sleep..."
Evan patted Shasha on her back,
"En..." Shasha acknowladge while slowly feeling drowsiness. She muttered.
"Evan... I loved you."
Evan hand stopped, then continue with soft smile.
"I know."
.....
Evan von Blitskatze
The son of the military commander of the Lunatracia Kingdom. As the only son of the Marquez family he is a legitimate heir. combined with his swordsman skill he is the pride of the entry family.